⚠️ Trigger warning ⚠️
You, the things you did to me haunt me every day, they never stop repeating to me.
You the person who made me feel so alone.
You who ruined the nice life I made for myself.
You the woman who made me scared of people. You who shaved me in my sleep.
You who made me scared to sleep with others.
You who made me scared to tell others when I have a problem.
You who said "pants down" so much that now if I hear those words I want to cry and run.
You who tortured me day after day.
You who starved me.
You who made my little space uncomfortable.
You who sent my anxiety over the top.
You who made my paranoia so much worse.
You who made my friends abandon me.
You who made me think suicide is the answer.
You who made me think I'm mad.
You who caused me to think that no one could ever love me.
You who caused me to hate my body more and more.
You who didn't listen when I said no.
You who made me feel As if I couldn't say no.
You who made the words no mean nothing.
You who made me feel scared for no reason at all.
You who made me the mess I've become.
Look at me. Look at what you've turned me into. I hope your happy. The worst thing is you don't even care.
