Pretentious Gay meets Bakekang! (COMPLETE)

Chapter 4

they roam around the house and find out that i'm telling the truth about our portraits and photos 

"so you really plan for this thing sweetie" my mom said in a calm way 

"whatever just don't include us to your stupid plans Collene just go back to your room and change NOW!!! " 

"i don't want dad you can't just manipulate me not this time dad" i said as my tears are starting to fall from my eyes

"you're really a pathetic one to think of that stupid idea. If your not gonna obey me i'm definitely tell them the truth right away once they arrive here"

"then do it dad! your not even considering my feelings about it. Planning without my approval? that a stupid one don't you think so?? i don't care if you'll gonna tell them the truth dad hah! hindi lang naman ako ang mapapahiya dad eh kundi kayo din bakit? mas gugustuhin nyo bang ipamukha ko pa sa kanila ng harap-harapan na ayokong makasal sa anak nila at nagawa ko pang mag-disguise para lang sila na mismo ang magcancel ng agreemet na ginawa nyo years ago?? go on dad! jan ka naman magaling eh you're really are a ruthless case dad! hindi nyo na ako mapipilit na pakasalan sya no matter what dad! haharap at haharap pa rin ako sa kanila ng ganito ang itsura ko kung hindi nyo ko susuportahan wala na akong magagawa dad! for all this time your always manipulating me ni hindi nga ako makapagdesisyon on my own dahil lagi nyong kinokontra lahat ng gusto ko sarili nyo lang iniisip nyo may sarili din akong utak at desisyon dad! for all this time you never heard any grievance on me i'm just doing whatever you say pero sana naman dad try to consider this one just for now dad future ko na nakasalalay dito eh buti naman sana kung ganon lang kadali ang salitang kasal dad pero hindi eh for a lifetime ang kasal dad ayokong matali sa isang taong hindi ko naman gusto at lalong hindi ko magugustuhan. ngayon lang ako ngdesisyon ng para sa sarili ko di mo pa ako mapagbigyan just this time dad let me decide for myself, if i won't still change your mind then be it dad that's your choice either way i can't anything about it basta gagawin ko kung anong alam kong MAS makabubuti para sakin at para sa future ko ayokong magsisi sa bandang huli dahil lang sa kagustuhan nyong makasal ako sakanya" 

i said it,  i said all those resentment on my mind and heart that i hide for years and a tears begin to run on my face para akong nabunutan ng tinik ng masabi ko lahat ng hinanakit ko sa kanya parang gumaan na yung dibdib ko after ng confession kong toh 

"hayaan mo na ang anak natin Xander malaki na rin sya, ngayon lang naman humiling sayo pagbigyan mo na tama ang anak mo hon nasa tamang edad na sya para magdesisyon para sa sarili nyang kapakanan huwag na natin syang pilitin sa isang bagay na hindi naman nya gusto at kapag ngkataon na hindi magiging maganda ang resulta ng ginawa nating to para sakanya ayokong kainin ng konsensya ko pag dating ng araw ayokong mahirapan sya sa bandang huli"

pakiusap ni mom kay dad 

silence

silence

silence

"*deep sigh* fine just don't let do again silly things like this i'm giving you my trust Collene don't ever break it" kalmado ng sagot sakin ni dad siguro nagsink-in na sakanya lahat ng mga hinanakit ko and i'm glad my planned work on my way :)

"thanks dad your the best" i said while hugging my dad i'm so happy he let me continue my plan "i really owe you bigtime dad! you don't know how much this means to me dad! i love you" i said and then kiss my dad while i'm still crying 

"i love you too sweetie, you know that i just want what's the best for you so if you really continue your plans i'm all in i don't want to regret forever just be sure to be happy sweetie"

aww myy dad really loves me a lot i know i've rude to him a while ago but this time i'm really greatful that he's already supporting me 

"i'm sorry for being rude a while ago dad it's just that i can't take this anymore you know too that i regret saying that to you?"

"it's okay sweetie i understand come on fix your self already"

"aww what a heartful scene i i want to join to! FAMILY HUG"

haha my mom's really  jealous eh 

I'm glad that i have them as may parents i'm very thankful to God that he gave me such parents like them. What more can i ask for??if  have already enough 

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