i'm fucking nuts, and i hate myself for it. but more than i hate being nuts, i hate myself for letting ashton leave me. i should've been more careful, more considerate. i always made it about me, and i don't know why. i'm worthless. it should always be about him.
ashton is so beautiful. gold tan skin, a bright smile, hazel eyes that lit up whenever he's happy. he's taller than me, and more filled out in a muscular way. he always made me feel safe, and he'd do anything to show me his much he loved me. ashton has a big heart, and deserves the world. that's why he broke up with me. i couldn't give him the world. i could hardly give him anything.
fuck it. if i can't live with him, and michael hates me, why should i live at all?
Ουπς! Αυτή η εικόνα δεν ακολουθεί τους κανόνες περιεχομένου. Για να συνεχίσεις με την δημοσίευση, παρακαλώ αφαίρεσε την ή ανέβασε διαφορετική εικόνα.
