I Met You [Jenlisa]

Chapter 26

"I..i think we need to talk" she said , stood up from the chair and sit on the bed instead.i back away a little to give her some space and chewed my lower lips.i don't know where this 'talk' will be going , but i just hope we won't get into another fight again

i'm hurt enough

"I've been asking you to do that since yesterday.." i said in whisper , looking down on my lap

"I know.." she ran her tounge over her lips and sigh heavily.i waited for her to say something , but nothing come out from her mouth.she hung her head down with her gaze on her lap , but then i frowned when i heard a sound of sniffling coming from her.i bend down my body to look at her and my eyes widened to saw her eyes already swam with tears

"Lisa?" I scoot closer to her and held her face , slowly wiping the tears away

"I'm sorry jennie..i'm really sorry" she muttered between her tears , still refused to look up at me.

"Lisa , stop crying.it's fine.. i'm fine lisa" i said as i couldn't see the sight of her crying like this.she wipe her tears with her sleeve and pursed her lips

"I'm sorry..i know i've been acting like a jerk to you..."

I badly want to sat 'yes you are' but seeing her crying like this make me weak.my heart softened , i slowly lift her face up , i was afraid she would pull away but thankfully she let me hold her.i use my thumb to wipe her tears and smile warmly.i give her a minutes to calm herself down , she released a deep breath and slowly place her hand on mine which was on her cheek and bring it down to her lap.the simple touch from her made me feel twitched in my stomach while me trying hard to holding back myself from letting out a squeal

"i know i wasn't supposed to act like that ,i'm sorry..im sorry for hurting you.." she said. i can see the sincerity in her eyes , the way she clutching tightly on the bedsheet as if she was preparing herself for me to yelling at her or maybe she was afraid of what my answer would be.

i don't know what to say either , yesterday i was ready to tell her everything but now , i have nothing in my head

"It's okay.." i muttered.her eyes squinted in sadness , maybe because it's not the answered that she was hoping for.i took a deep breath and rest my back against the headboard

"Well..i don't know what to say actually , my mind wasn't working in this early" i said with a small laugh trying to ease the tension between us , but her brows drew together in a frown as if i just said something wrong

"You don't remembered anything from last night?" She asked.my eyebrow rose as i look at her confusely

"what do you mean?what happened last night?" I felt a little bit terrified at the thought of me doing or saying something embarrassing in front of her.it's not like i'm drunk but- who know?

She drew in a long breath and lowered her head , put her gaze on the bedsheet

"N–nothing" she said.i was curious so i decided to ask

"No tell me , what is it?" I asked.she seems hesitant but as she knew i won't let her go without telling me , she heave a sigh in defeat

"You..you've told me something last night , before you fell asleep" she said , disappointment shown in her eyes that made me feel bad for forgot about it.i bit my lips and tried to remembered , but i couldn't

"What is it?i don't remem-" i'm unable to finish my words when my mind suddenly gave me a little hint of image of what happened last night.i cover my mouth with a gasp and my eyes was wide opened , heat rushed to my cheeks as my face reddened.i glance at lisa and a smile plastered on her lips , as if she knew what's running in my head