[ON HOLD] Deluded [fanfiction]

•absence•

Don't worry sweetheart
I won't leave you like I did to them
You're special to me,
that every breath you take was a mistake

Grab me by your weakness
Let me in, in that heart of yours
Let me squeeze it like what I have received
and never forget the nightmare I gave you

You're nothing but a deluded woman
Taking you with my sham emotions
Loving you like a deluded man,
hurting you with no guilt

Your frailty is my prey
Make you love me, and make you fragile
Make me leave you, and make you cry
Never come back and asked me why?

My absence will be a wound that never heals
Displeasure, bitterness, and regret will slowly fill you up
Trust, patience, and love will be dry
Until my absence will be the cause that cease everything

—Deluded—
[Namjoon of BTS]
•A gift for my lovely bestfriend!•

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