Guilt (Min Yoongi Fanfic)

Introduction

Se Yoon POV

Seoul University

It was raining again. I don't like rain a little. Although those weather is like me. 'Gloomy'. But the main reason I don't like this weather is because the Data connection. (T-T)

Being in last year of university is nothing better or worser then in first year. The sooner the graduation come, the better it is. Doesn’t mean I don’t like study. I just don’t like too much surrounding peoples.

Another normal day...

The surrounding students are gossiping as always. Which I can hear clearly. Talking about their new things and makeups that they bought yesterday from the sale and how poor my fashion sense is. Hmm...good for them. But one thing I can't understand that how can so many things happen in a day that they can't even finish their talks in this 5 hours....they surely have a pretty eventful day.....

Unlike every story where the lonely girl always have a best friend, I fortunately don’t have one. I don’t need one. I am all okay like this. Thanks to the author though.(:

Looking outside and being inattentive in Mrs Lee's class was nothing new. I am not a good student. Neither a bad one. Just an average student. But fortunately unnoticed. I don’t like attention...

"So students. We have 5 minutes left. Can I have your attention?"

I can tell every students settled down and looked toward to Mrs Lee for  announce something. I didn’t look though. But my ears were fully attentive for what she was gonna say. I just hoped it's not another assignment. I don’t like being in groups. Also if I am in a group, I am pretty sure that the members would not like it either.

"This is my last class with you guys. Tomorrow there will be your new lecturer. Get along with him. I am pretty sure you will be happy. Study hard and do good in future. Fighting!"

The whole class was mixed with different emotions. Either happy or emotional. Some were crying. Umm...okay,crying was unreasonable for me. Am I the one who is unnatural here or is it everyone? *-*"

New teacher huh? I just hope I stay invisible like this....

*Still looking outside and sighing*

Yoongi POV

It's pouring again huh...I am craving for chicken and beer. Oof! But I am sleepy too...

Huh..such a boring day. Can't help it. Working and attending classes are damn hard in these days. I hope it will not rain tomorrow...

*The phone rings*

"Hmm Hoseok-ah...what is it?"

Hoseok: What happened hyung. You sound more dead today. *Laughs*

"Nothing....just the weather. Did you call me for that?"

Hoseok: No actually. Jungkookie, mine and Jimin's practice are done. We are in your area. Let's grab a drink together.

"Oh really? But tomorrow is my first day. Can't help it bro. I have to give a good first intention. I can't drink."

Hoseok: Hyung you are quite a heavy drinker. Also we have Jungkookie here. He is also heavy drinker. If anything happens he will carry you to your apartment.

"Nahh. You guys carry on. I am not in today."

Hoseok: Hyung please! Just few drinks.

"Okay okay. Imma come. But just a few shots."

Hoseok: Yea yea. Okay. Meet us at MAMA's restaurant.

"Hmm...okay."

I took my jacket and the umbrella and went out.

Spending time with friends was a good decision. Even though I acted like I was annoyed. This guys knows me too well to believe in my shit. We talked about our old days and planned to meet the other 2 also in reunion. We promised to come at our collage reunion no matter what happens.

I am gonna make time no matter what happens.

*After an hour and half of talking and some drinks*

"Okay then. I am done for today. Help Jimin to go home and Jungkook and Hoseok-ah go home safely." I said as I stood up.

"Hyung,we three still live in our dorm. Please re-think your decision-"Jungkook said with pleading eyes.

"I announced my decision already. Didn’t I?" I said glaring him.

"That wasn’t his fault hyu-" Hoseok said but I cut off him.

"I know. And that's why I can't face him because of my guilt." I said looking at my foot.

"But he-" Jungkook was about to protest my decision, but I said," I am off. Bye..."

I walked off leaving them behind.

I know he dropped the matter and also pleaded to me. Not only him, but the whole group and company pleaded. I guess I was so immatured that time. I wanna change my decision, but I am just too guilty. I need time....

I still remember Namjoon's last sentence after our last concert 'Wings'

"BTS is not possible without missing any of the seven members. This is not possible."

And that was the end....
I hate myself for that...I hope I can face hyung someday...

I was so into thought, when I came back to reality I was about to push the front door of the medicine store, but a girl just went to opposite of me by opening the door and pushing me. I was clearly annoyed by the behaviour.

"Yah! You young lady!"I said with annoyed voice.

She answered with a questioning look.

" You pushed me! You should apologise. Don’t you have any manners?" I said in a retorted look.

She mumbled herself,"Did I?". Which I clearly heard and I answered clearing her thought to reality.

"Yes yes you did."

She said," Oh...sorry". And went out without saying anything.

What a weirdo.

I bought hangover syrup and went to home drinking at the road-side. My thoughts drove me to tomorrow's event.

I just hope that everything goes well tomorrow...

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I think you guys know already who is the one that have problem with Yoongi. I will try to update fast.

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