THIS IS NOT A NOVEL

she was a Bff

Today is the day am deleting my friend of my memory

She is my only true friend

We had nothing in common

All what we had is darkness and a lot of walking around

She as the other says , a God's

She has the most atractive eyes a person in her age could get

But thoe

She couldn't look

To how i  felt

How i wanted to grow old with our friendship and more

All what it took us to find the answer is a one silly Question

It did nothing with her but with her brother

She always told me that he wants to see me , like oh my someone have a crush on me

It's stupid

Because i know she keeps talking and talking and talking about me , infront of him

That's how he got a crush on me

All thoe he've never meet me ?

How is that possible

How is that a .... a thing

.

Will the crush thing is too much isn't ?

"TRUST NO ONE"

That was the line i always open my eyes wide when i hear an actor in a movie saying it

It's like he could feel the trusting issues i have beacause of the stapped i've got

Will

Is *Ouch ever enougb for it ?

....

Today is 2015

And i haven't still talked to her

And i woun't °

It is actually sad to   know that your'e lost after all that miles you've walked throe , nothing much no matters

No one matters

Not she or The F for A friend

Not R for reality on us

Not even I to see

Or e for look at me

I guess N of  for Now

D is for were Done

How ?

Am saying and screaming in my head all those things

Because am a lonatic

A  person who would never start a conversation

Conversation only with yes or no

My voice is shady

And my hair is wavy

So 'let it burn'

,dnt wna tk abot it,

"

Books are a world that a travler won't forget about

A lover won't forget to read  what is love and for her 005 get me that

Things are easy for reader on wattpad

, tell me about it

I really can't see where is this going?

To the end to the stars to the moon and it falls .

...

I felt cold once and twice

I got out to get me some air to see where the life will take , it took me no where but to this full of screming woooky voice

Heyyyyyyy how u doin ?

- me with a book that is always on my face , that will covers my readness and my shiness

My tears and my laughs my smiles so as daughtes

Looking with a wide open eyes

'Me ?

Girl ' yes , you , bsh who u think am talking to , the wall ?

Me  ' with a voice of bordness , hmm

Girl' don't u remeber me?

Me ' what ?

Girl '  i said do recognize me ?

Me ' no , what is your name again ?

Girl ' are  u kidding me or what ?

Me ' no am 100%  serious

  

Snslsbdslnssllssnslslskdsnslsmskskslslsk

Me ' screaming

, what , wake up wake up wake up pleace wake up

It wad a dream that woke from

It was awaken

Hart braken

And hating

...

All things really don't matter

Am writing this with out of mind

Because i lost it the time i heard u were here but now your Gone .

As the gone girl as the leaving of this world i send u a flower with a saying of those words

" shall we meet in heaven , again"

Back the time i knew she  was a dreer of leaving this world will know

Her Parents her siblings ande her all

Are praying for  ,

     U

May she reast in peace .

R.I.P

...

Last thing

We had alot but not a little togeather  , i couldn't say any thing  about our lost memories but just there in my head they are and my hart as always , all never forget the Q i asked

What if one of is not for the othere here now and later ?