the promise you didn't keep (daisuga fanfic)

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Sugawara's PoV

"We started out slow, then got far ahead of ourselves, way to quickly." Sugawara telling his therapist, for the 20th time that morning.

"Yes, I get that Mr. Sugawara, but I need to know, what lead up to the "event"?" Clicking his pen, Suga's therapist signed he is getting impatient.

"I- I'm sorry, it's just that, sometimes talking about it makes me go- crazy? I don't know how to explain it sir." Suga said rubbing his temples from a headache thinking about the "event".

"Well you are going to have to tell me or find another therapist Mr. Sugawara."

"O-okay, well it all started when Daichi wanted me to come to his University with him."

~6 months ago~

"Suga, you know how much I love you right?" Daichi whispers in my ear while hugging me tight.

"But if you loved me, you wouldn't leave me." Small tears flowed down my rosie-pink cheeks, hit mine and his shirts.

"When you put it like that it makes me seem like the bad guy." He pushes my shoulders back and made me look at him. "How about you just come with me? I promise i'll have everything figured out by the time we get to America."

"I- I want to but what would my parents say?" Hot tears rapidly pouring down, I honestly don't know why i'm crying, it's just happening.

"Who cares what they say, it's you and me, Koushi, and nothing will get between us. I promise."

"Daichi I dunno! I'm kinda scared for what's gonna come! Are you not?" I say pulling my face into his chest.

"When I'm with you Koushi, i'm not scared of anything, because I know, you'll be there with me through it all."

I wiped my eyes with the back of my hand, and cupped his face, "What time are we leaving?"