Lascivious pills//Jikook smut//Vmin smut

Leaving

Chapter 2
Jimin pov:
Jungkook widen his eyes as he saw me, I had teary eyes and I was looking at him like a puppy, he was about to close the door but I put my arm between the door so if he would close it, he would hurt me.

Me: I know what I did was wrong but let me talk to you... please

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Me:I didn't eat for two days... I didn't sleep too... I cried all day thinking of you and I miss you so much and I'm so sorry... I promise you that I would never do that again... please I didn't know what I was doing... It's because of my disease I didn't want that to happen... please forgive me Jungkook... I know I sound like a freaking bitch but I really miss you and I can't live without you...

Jungkook didn't have any expression. He was still furious

Jungkook: You broke my heart three times and you said sorry all the times you did it but then you did it again...and still do the same thing you really want me to forgive you?

Me:I'm being serious right now, I know I sound desperate and I am, I miss you and I feel weirdly depressed

I tried to wipe my tears but it just kept going down my face so instead I just broke down in front of him, it was embarrassing but at the same time I was so frustrated at myself

Jungkook was about to hug me but he froze there and didn't hug me afterall...He maybe don't deserve me...I fell on my knees and start crying more than how much I was crying before that...for some minutes of me just crying there and Jungkook standing there watching me he finally hug me and I hug him back.

His shirt was now all soaked because of my tears and he let me go inside of his house because it was raining and my hair was wet, I sat on the couch while tearing up and Jungkook was beside me.

Me:I'm really *hiccup* sorry for being an asshole~
Jungkook:... I know it's alright... maybe I was overreacting a bit
Me:You weren't overreacting...I understand why you acted like that
Jungkook:If you wouldn't have had that disease I would be way more mad than that...
Me:...I would react like that too
Jungkook:*he take my chin to face him* I still love you Jimin but I don't want this to happen again I really found this heartbreaking
Me:*tearing up* Ugh... You don't deserve someone like me..
Jungkook:No I love you and only you, and it wasn't much of your fault either
Me:I still broke your heart three tim-
Jungkook:Not your fault
Me:It's still so wro-

He interrupt me by kissing my lips, I was about to broke the kiss but he grab my neck so I wouldn't broke the kiss. He insert his tongue in my mouth and he kiss my jaw to my collarbone. "J-jungkook I don't think we should do that..." he didn't listen to me and continue, I push him away and he look at me confused.

Jungkook:Why did you push me away?
Me:I-I'm not in the mood...
Jungkook:Do you like someone else or what?
Me:No! I'm just...not in the mood right now...
Jungkook:It's alright I get that

Jungkook took me inside his house and we both went into the bedroom

Jungkook: Let's watch a movie I'll get some popcorn wait here
Me:Okay

Jungkook left the bedroom and I look around the room to see pictures of us together on a trip to Tokyo, we were both smiling and there was another picture beside this one. This time we were kissing in front of a romantic place, it was a path covered in flowers and there was a statue behind us

I smiled and I opened his drawer to find condoms and a bottle of lube. Nothing out of the ordinary

Jimin giggle at the sight and he saw a letter that was in the back of the drawer

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For Christmas I want a
New puppy and a kitty.
I have been feeling so
Alone at school... I want
New friends I want them
To be my new friends. I
Hope Santa will make my
Wish come true
From: Jungkook
8 years old
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