I forgot that i am a Villainess

Chapter 23

my will broke

my mind broke

until i desired death

and they grant it to me

and i wished if i could turn back time

i would take care of Celestia

i would do everything to make up for everything that i did

i will make her the happiest princess in the Empire

we will have a happy family

we will rule the Empire

after that dream i want to talked to Celestia

so that explains my hate in the corner of my heart

that explains why sometimes i am uncomfortable

that explains sometimes why suddenly i would just explodes and hurt people

hurt Celestia

because she charmed me

she manipulated my feelings..

that bitch!

eventhough it is just a dream

i have a feeling that it really happened

and i beleive in reincarnation

I'm sorry Tia

i thought i would be better again in this life...

i hope to be back in the past again to make up to you

but then here i am

still being controlled

my will still destroyed

i still hurt you

i burned your hair

i degrade you in front of the students

i left you all alone

I'm sorry...

all i did was too much!

i want to apologize to her

i want to be together with her again

because i like her from the moment i met her at the tea party at the Palace

i know it's already too late! i am 5 years gone in her life

after i realized all of the truth and after i realized that i am experiencing similar to my dream about being head over heels to Helena

now i know

she charmed me

my true feeling burried

i was being played by her

this is frustrating

i want to kill her!

my feelings for Celestia had been burried by that charm

how could she?!

she destroyed my relationship with tia!

i know Celestia will not come back to me because i hurt her every time

our relationship is already at the verge of crumbling

but still i want to change

i want to make up to her

i want to tell her that Helena is at fault

that she controled me like a puppet!

in the morning