men can be abused too

the pain

As I sit here looking at the good and bad times of my old relationship with neveah and the more I think the more that I know she abused me every time I reached for a kiss to show affection she turn her head and say no every time,Everytime I said I love you she said as soon as I put my views out she maked me felt ashamed to even think as soon as she left me I felt broken that I had no reason to live attempted my life even but I had a shard of hope I told her my feelings I put my soul into the letter she told me to meet her in the school library I had hopes I found her with her new bf and instantly felt what was happening she didn't even trust me to talk to her alone Wich hurt the most than the final nail to the coffin I asked her to tell me the truth dose she love me and dose she want to be cloce to be involved with me she said no on both telling me that I was the abuser and I believed it for so long it took me months and some new scars across my arm to realize she was lying she broke me she was the first to get that cloce and longest to stay and she shall be the last