PARADOX - SEULRENE

hiding

she jumps in shock and turns to you. "hey, you don't have to shout. what's the matter with you?"

seeing the opportunity, you ran in front of the closet to block hyojung from moving further. "um, i know i asked you to go here today but can we change the plan?"

hyojung raised an eyebrow. "change the plan?"

"i mean, i wasn't able to prepare anything since i just woke up," you explained, scratching your head. "it may be best if we'll just go out in the afternoon to hang out. what do you think?"

"afternoon?"

"yeah, this afternoon. i just need to do some cleaning first. i'll pick you up later."

hyojung gave you a scrutinising look. "something's weird with you, seul."

"nah. i'm just having a bad hangover," you said, dismissing her. "i'll pick you up after lunch, is that all right with you?"

but hyojung isn't listening. she touched your lips with her fingertip. "what's this?"

you instinctively moved your head back away. it was irene who last touched your lips and you want to treasure that for the meantime.

"umm. i was too drunk last night. the door frame hit my face," you said.

"really?" hyojung chuckled. "sometimes you really are stupid."

"yeah, it kinda hit me bad..." you smiled.

hyojung put her fingers back to your lips, caressing the damaged part. "what poor lips you have here..."

you wouldn't want to let her touch your lips again but you are frozen. hyojung's just caring about you.

hyojung stares for a little while before she presses her lips together. "um. think i better go for now."

you nodded, feeling awkward with her expression.

"i'll be waiting for you later, okay?" she said as you walk her to your door.

"i'll pick you up after i arrange the mess here."

just as when you thought she's leaving, hyojung spun around to give a quick peck on your lips. it was too sudden that you weren't able to do anything about it.

"laters..." hyojung winks and leaves.

you stood at your door, blinking. you don't know why but you feel sad. it was irene who last touched your lips and hyojung just erased that for you.

dammit.

you closed the door and locked it before going to the closet to let out the person who's been running a marathon in your mind for two years now.

she's already smiling when you opened your closet. "not your girlfriend, huh?"

you shook your head, feeling sad and shy. "we're not together..."

"really? is it normal for you guys to kiss even though you're not together?"

"it's just a friendly kiss..." you said, uninterested, rubbing your palms over your lips to mentally erase hyojung's kiss. "and that's the first time she'd done that."

"really?" irene chuckled. "i think i should go now. you still have a date with your 'friend' later."

there it is, your day is getting worse. irene is leaving soon.

irene sat on your bed to put her shoes on. "thanks. i owe you one."

you nodded to gesture 'welcome'.

irene stood up after fixing her hair with her hands. "see you in school."

you forced a smile at her. your dream is finally ending. you don't want to see her leave so you silently stood on your spot with your eyes glued on the floor.

"seulgi..."

"hmm?"

you heard her heeled shoes tapping on the floor. irene walked up to you. she slanted her body a little to drop her bag beside her feet. then her hands were on your cheeks, lifting your head to face her.

she leans forward and kisses you.

it wasn't simple like hyojung's. irene's kiss is much sweeter. it was almost the same as last night and you had to close your eyes hoping this moment won't end.

irene's neither drunk nor high. this time she's doing it in her sane state.

but why?

you opened your eyes slowly when she parted her lips from yours. her hand stayed on your cheek. you wanted to say something but no words came out from your mouth.

irene pressed her lips together and dropped her gaze right away. she bent down to pick her bag and walked straight to the door.

"irene..." you called.

"i know my way out, don't worry," she said, fixing the bag on her shoulder.

"what's that for?"

she looks away and smiles. "don't think about it too much, kang. it's just a friendly kiss."

you laughed and she joins in.

she held the door and gave you one last look. "see you, seulgi."

you felt your knees getting weaker after she shut the door behind her. you fell on your bed, head up in clouds. you touched your lips again, still feeling the ghost of her lips on yours.

she kissed you.

yes. bae irene kissed you.

okay. you should stop smiling now.

"eeeeeeeeeeeee!"