mine | yuwin

「 妒忌 」

translation:
jealousy

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sicheng went to school the next day with his hood up and feelings down. he couldn't sleep after what went down. he couldn't believe how stupid he was. telling jaehyun the truth. really? he couldn't wait till the end of the day, the time where he could just rest. rest from the rest of the world, cause they still bothered him.

entering the school gate, he spots yuta. just as he was about to sprint to yuta, he sees another figure beat him to it. sicheng stood staring from afar and clenched his fists. does he already have to get rid of someone else?

as he was about to make his way towards his boyfriend, a hand held his shoulder back from moving. "don't you dare." it was jaehyun. "doyoung is yuta's friend. has been for the longest time. they are friends."

sicheng shook jaehyun's hand off his shoulder. "i'm going to talk to my boyfriend. i don't care about doyoung. and please, i don't want to have to hurt you." sicheng stared deep into jaehyun's eyes as he walked away.

jaehyun could only stare at the back of sicheng's head. jaehyun wanted his best friend back.

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yuta walked hand in hand with sicheng in the hallway. he would always wait for him outside his classes just to walk him to his next one. that was their thing. and everyone envied them for it. everyone wanted something like that.

but today went a little different. just as sicheng was about to walk out of math, he could see yuta along with doyoung and taeil accompanying him. sicheng twitched. he thought taeil got the message. he thought taeil would stop. but no, he is continuing and even brought along doyoung.

sicheng took a deep breath, smashed a smile onto his face, and skipped out of class. "yuta hyung! i see you brought your friends too!" sicheng smiled wide at doyoung and taeil. taeil snickered softly, just for sicheng and doyoung to hear.

"chengie, i hope it doesn't bother you! but i won't be able to eat lunch with you today. we got an exam coming up and need to study!" yuta pouted and gave sicheng a kiss on the cheek. "i hope you don't mind walking to the cafeteria by yourself."

sicheng blinked a few times before nodding his head. "i understand yuta hyung. please study hard and carefully! i don't want you exploding your brain." sicheng tried to smile but twitched his left eye a couple times, getting unnoticed by yuta but noticed by doyoung and taeil.

"take care of my yuta hyung! if not i will come and find you!" sicheng said in a playful yet sinister manner. taeil chuckled, "don't worry chengie we'll take good care of your yuta hyung." doyoung laughed along and patted sicheng's back.

yuta kissed sicheng and smiled. "see you later, love."

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sicheng walked towards the cafeteria alone. his brain couldn't stop making random scenarios. was yuta having relationships with both doyoung and taeil? sicheng winced as the thought of yuta kissing someone else came to his mind. as much as a psychopath sicheng was, he still had feelings. he felt empty and hurt.

sicheng threw himself on the lunch table's chair. "where's yuta hyung?" renjun asked in chinese as he pushed his applesauce to his sad hyung. "he's studying."

"yuta hyung always goes everywhere with you though." kun said as he placed his lunch tray next to sicheng's deflated figure. sicheng made an inhumane noise and rubbed his eyes. "i know! i know! stop reminding me."

jaehyun placed his tray on the other side of sicheng and pat his head. "he's mad that yuta didn't ask him to help him study. sicheng sweetie, you're failing like all your classes." this caused the others to giggle and also place their hands on sicheng's head.

"jaehyun! how did you learn chinese?" lucas couldn't help but stare at jaehyun with stars in his eyes. "picked it up from you guys," jaehyun shrugged and picked at his food.

"how are you so smart jaehyun? please let's trade brains so my boyfriend comes to me." sicheng sighed as he shook jaehyun around. jaehyun shook sicheng off him and pointed towards his head. "study often. make that your new hobby." he snickered and rose his eyebrows.

sicheng just frowned.

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the bell had finally rung and sicheng could finally spend a few seconds with yuta before running back home. he waited at the gate for his boyfriend. he was disappointed to see doyoung and taeil walking on his either sides laughing at something yuta had said.

sicheng burned his gaze into doyoung and taeil's head. he is sick of getting rid of someone and then having another person get in the way.

"chengie! how was your day?" yuta jumped into sicheng's arms as doyoung and taeil stood there eyeing sicheng. sicheng just glared at both of them before patting yuta's back and kissing the back of his neck. "today was terrible! i missed you too much yuta hyung!"

yuta laughed and jokingly pushed sicheng. "don't say that! you'll make me feel bad!" doyoung and taeil laughed along. "oh and i should be going first! my mom's making dinner early and she hates it when i get there late! see you tomorrow sunshine! love you!" yuta quickly kissed sicheng and ran off, not forgetting to give doyoung and taeil a fist pump.

sicheng stood in front of doyoung and taeil like a lost sim character. "can i speak to doyoung for a second? alone." sicheng smiled at taeil. taeil looked dumbfounded but nodded, "it's not like i have to walk him home. bye do, see you tomorrow." taeil waved doyoung off and walked away with his hands in his pockets.

doyoung smiled at sicheng and motioned him to continue. "what's up dong sicheng?" doyoung stuffed his hands in his pockets as he leaned back on the school gates. "we never talked much, so what do you want from me?"

sicheng giggled and lightly slapped doyoung's shoulder. "i know we don't talk! but that's the reason i want to talk to you now! you know a lot about yuta, things that i want to know. so how about we chat a bit, at my house? just so i can get the details of how yuta was, you know, when you met him."

doyoung stared at sicheng as if he were crazy. "just let me text you that then. it's easier." sicheng shook his head and grabbed doyoung's hand. "it isn't the same. please! i'll give you snacks too!"

doyoung thought about it for a second. free snacks? he quickly nodded his head. "make me some of that bomb ass ramen yuta talks about then we got a deal." sicheng quickly nodded his head and motioned doyoung to follow him.

doyoung followed him all the way home.

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damn, things aren't looking too bright for doyoung. right?

i hope you guys enjoy the constant chapters. i'm writing them at 1 am and posting them round 11 am everyday now. clap for me.

written 200412
published 200413