Alone On My Own

Intro

CHAPTER1: INTRODUCTION

Hey, it's Katelyn Marie. I'm a lonely kid at school. I don't have much friends because a lot of people are scared of me. I cut myself because I feel like I am alone. I like this guy.He's in a few of my classes. His name is Luke. Before I tell you about him I should tell you from how it all started.

It was in middle school. We were just beginning 8th grade. Nobody knew me cause I just moved there. I had a rough past. People picked on my for the meanest things. I was fat, gay, ugly, a whore, you name it I have been called it. Hopefully nobody would find out my past. So my mom and dad had a job offer here in Indiana so they took the job. My parents didn't know about all the drama going on and I didn't want them to.

8th GRADE BEGINNING.

When I got here I thought maybe it would be different. I was wrong; it wasn't there was a cousin of one of the students here at Westside Middle. The cousin brought all the hate and all the tears and scars with me to a new school I could've restart in. But now I still have my insecurities dragging along with me about how i'm ugly, useless, unloved, not important, and most of all a freak.

Kids walk by me in the hall and they can't stop pushing me into lockers, making me drop my books, and calling me names like Freak, Spliter, many more, but the worse thing they do is the "color-me-pretty" girls stab their nails into my back and if i make a face the shows pain they say,"Why does it hurt? Its less painful than cutting i bet." Nobody notices it. Nobody cares. Everyone thinks it's normal. I have a sister. She goes to a private school. She says it's less drama but I dont think so.