Alone On My Own

Do That When I'm Not Here!

Katelyn's POV

"Kate. Open the door," someone said.

"No! I'm finished. Done."

"Don't say that, babe, please....or else i'm opening it on my own and you would have a broken lock which you probably don't want," he said strictly.

"Fine," I unlocked the door and he came in while my arms oozing with blood. His eyes escaped some tears.

"Please....you promise you wouldn't anymore," he said quietly.

"When?"

"When you were in the hospital. You don't remember do you?" He questioned.

I shook my head. "Honestly, I don't."

I heard my phone ring so I picked it up.

"Hello?"

"Hey Katelyn"

"Who's this?"

"It's Avolon."

"Oh." I said quietly. "I'm sorry about me flipping out on you...."

"It's fine. Could I come over? I got a call from Dani. And I already know. I could help."

"Yeah. You can."

"Kay. I'll be over in 15."

"Kay."

And she hung up.

"Who was that?" Luke asked as he held my hand.

"Avolon. She's coming over. Dani called her and told her to come over."

"Okay. I love you," he said and then kissed a tear on my face.

"I love you too," I said while looking at the ground.

A drop of blood went down my arm and off my index finger to the ground.

"I don't deserve everything, I don't think anything should be mine, I don't deserve you. I don't eat because I don't deserve it I didn't deserve that call from Avolon. I don't deserve Danielle. I don't deserve anything," I said in the quietest tone I could.

"No. You deserve better. Everything you have sucks. You're amazing. You're all I could ever ask for," he said while looking at me.

I grabbed the knife and threw it against the picture of my mom and day and hit it directly in the middle of both of them.

"Calm down my love. You have awesome aim with everything but kissing," he hugged me and kissed my head.

Avolon walked into my room and I automatically stood up and hugged her with tears coming out my eyes.

"How much did she tell you?" I asked.

"Everything," she said and hugged me tighter.

"Alright, Avolon let go of her i'm getting jealous," Luke smirked.

"Hey! I introduced you too so give me a break,"she snapped back at him.

"Alright cut it out you too," I said with a smile.

Avolon sat in my bean bag chair and I sat on Luke's lap with his arms around my waist we all sat there and talked.

"Luke, do I have a boney butt?"

"Omg seriously Kate?!?" Avolon yelled.

"No you have a perfect butt," Luke said while laughing.

"Good," I turned around and kissed him.

"Well this just got awkward...." Avolon said.

"Well this must be even more," Luke said as he made out with me.

"Ahh! Ewww! I don't wanna see that! Do that when i'm not here!" Avolon yelled.

All of us started laughing. "Come on Avolon it's kinda your fault; you introduced us," Luke said with a smile