Unexplainable

~chapter 10~

   JIMIN'S POV
We finally arrived at the apartment. Y/n was knocked out so I had to help Lisa Carry Y/n. I opened the car door for Lisa so that I can help her with Y/n. " wait jimin let me cover her because that guy ripped her shirt" said Lisa. I cover my eyes until Lisa was done. " ok I'm done. Now help me" said Lisa. I carried y/n bridal style so that Lisa didn't have to carry her. As I was carrying Y/n I couldn't stop looking at Y/n's face. She looked so beautiful but her bruises looked really bad. I hate seeing Y/n hurt. That son of a bitch is lucky I didn't kill him for hurting my Y/n. Lisa opened the door to that apartment and told me to put Y/n in her bed. I went to Y/n's room and tucked her in. As I was leaving her room I saw that her vanity was filled with pictures of us. I remember all our moments that we shared together. She even had pictures of us when we were seven years old. But there was one picture that I couldn't stop looking at. It was a picture of me and her. Our bodies were so close. It looked like we were dating.

(photo of jimin and Y/n)

STILL JIMIN'S POV
The picture made my heart flutter. It looked like we were meant for each other. I decided to take the picture so that it can remind me of how me and her are going to be in the future. " oh hey jimin I left some blankets on the couch for you" said Lisa. " oh really thanks Lisa...goodnight" I said to Lisa. " goodnight jimin and remember don't go to her room" said Lisa. " YES MA'AM" i said and went to go lay down on the couch.

LISA'S POV
I was sleeping peacefully until my mouth got really dry. Since my mouth was so dry I went to the kitchen to get some water. As I was walking to the kitchen I heard something drop. I looked to go see what had fallen. Turns out it was jimin's phone. I went to go pick up his phone from the floor. When I was picking up his phone. Jimin turned his body and know he was facing me but he was still asleep. I picked up my head and his lips were right in front of my eyes. I couldn't stop looking at him. He was just so handsome, no wonder Y/n likes him. I didn't have feelings for him but I had the feeling to kiss him. I couldn't stop myself, so I just went for it. Once my lips landed on his it felt like it was right. I couldn't stop my self from kissing him.

JIMIN'S POV
I was asleep. Until I felt a pair of lips were on mine. I opened my eyes and saw that it was Lisa kissing me. I was so in shock that I pushed her off of me. " LISA WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING" I told her. " I'm sorry jimin,but I just couldn't help my self" said Lisa. " Lisa I'm sorry if you like me but I don't like you. I love Y/n and i will always choose her" I said. " I know jimin and I am sorry that I kissed you . But don't worry, I don't have feeling for you I just did it to make sure that I don't have feelings " said Lisa. " ok good and don't tell Y/n that you did this because I don't want you or me to get in trouble. Im already in some deep shit with her already" I told Lisa. " Yea don't worry I won't tell her. It will break her heart if I told her that I kissed her crush" Lisa said. " yea just go back to your room and forget all this happened ok?" I said. " ok goodnight jimin.... sorry again" Lisa said. " it's ok don't worry about it,just hurry and go back to bed" I said. She agreed and went back to bed.

Y/N'S POV
My face started to hurt really bad when I was sleeping. Since It was hurting I was going to the kitchen to go get some ice. As I was going to get ice I see Lisa kissing someone. I looked closely and it was JIMIN. My heart sank down to my stomach. I was so confused on why my best friend would kiss my crush. I stayed hidden so that she wouldn't see me. Then all of a sudden I see Jimin waking up from the kiss and he didn't seem happy. I heard them say that Lisa just kissed him to make sure that she didn't have feelings for him. And that they weren't going to tell me, so that they can " protect me from getting hurt". How are they protecting me if they are just keeping secrets from me. I was so hurt that they would do this to me. And I can't believe why would they do this when I literally just got BEAT UP BY A MAN!!!!!. Like how fucked up can they be. I heard jimin telling her to go back to bed so I quickly ran back to my room. Once I got to my room I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. I hate that I'm always getting hurt by the people I love. Im just so tired of it. I just cant take it anymore. I didn't want to live with a person that would betray me. So I grabbed my suitcase and packed all my belongings, and In the morning I'm going to tell them off and leave.

(THE NEXT MORNING)

JIMIN'S POV
I was so eager to apologize to Y/n. I came up with an idea how to do it. I'm going to make her breakfast. No one can be mad at breakfast. I went to Lisa's room to see if she can help me since I'm not really good at cooking . She agreed to help with the breakfast. And know me and Lisa were making breakfast. While I was make the eggs Lisa wouldn't stop looking at me. I don't want to look at her because I knew it would get awkward. " jimin" Lisa called my. " yes Lisa" I said. " I sorry but I have too" said Lisa and kissed me.

Y/N'S POV
I heard people make breakfast. This is the perfect timing to tell them off. I quickly grabbed all my things and headed to the kitchen. As I was going to confront them. I saw them kissing AGAIN!!!. " YOU GUYS ARE SICK. AND DON'T FUCKING COME LOOKING FOR ME BECAUSE I WONT BE COMING BACK.LEAVE ME ALONE, AND NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN.....Y'ALL DESERVE EACH OTHER" I yelled and ran out of the apartment.

JIMIN'S POV
"WAIT Y/N I DON'T LOVE HER... PLEASE LET ME EXPLAIN" I yelled to Y/n as she was running out of the apartment. I was so pissed that Lisa ruined my chance with Y/n. " look Lisa I don't know if you didn't get the message from last night, but let me remind you that I love Y/n and that is never going to change. Now you ruined my chances with her" I told Lisa " I'm so sorry jimin I don't know why I kissed you again. I promise you that I don't have feelings for you, and I don't know what got a hold of me that made me want to kiss you" said Lisa. I just looked at her and left the apartment to try to find Y/n.

Y/N'S POV
I ran as fast as I could. Lucky there was a near by bus station. I quickly got on and left to god knows where. I sat in the back corner of the bus all by my self. I was so hurt that people would do this to me. I never that that my roommate would kiss my crush TWICE!!. I couldn't stop crying. I felt Like I wasn't worthy anymore. I just wanted to end everything. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't realize that the bus stopped. " ok ma'am this is you stop" said the bus driver. I thanked him and got off the bus. Once I got off the bus I realize that I was on the other side of town. I was now walking down a bridge. I stoped and looked at the ocean. It was so beautiful and peaceful. I wished my life was an ocean.
 
( just to let y'all know there is some suicidal thoughts coming up, and if you don't want to read the part then just skip to the cliffhanger)

   STILL Y/N'S POV
I kept on think about all the bad things that happened in the past. I just want the pain to go away and there is only one way for it to go away. I crossed over the railing to meat my new destiny. Where there is no jimin to hurt me. Where there is no fake friends that kiss my crush. More importantly where there is no pain...

"NO WAIT DON'T JUMP"
TO BE CONTINUED.......

SOOOO IM SORRY THAT THE CLIFFHANGER SUCKED BOOTYHOLE BUT I HOPED YOU GUYS LIKED THE CHAPTER,AND CHAPTER 11 WILL COME OUT SOON😁💜💜