Chapter 1

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*Ponyboys POV*

I was sitting at the table doing my homework. Well...trying to. I couldn't stop staring at Two-Bit. He's was so beautiful. And funny and cute.

He caught me staring at him and he smiled at me and returned to watching Mickey Mouse. I swear I saw him blush a little.

I sighed getting back to my homework. I wished that Johnny and Dally were here. Of course though, they weren't.

It has been 2 months since they died and I still wasn't over it. Even though the rest of the gang keeps telling me it ain't, it is.

I went up to go to the bathroom. No one else in the gang knows this but, I cut. They would kill me if they found out. I grabbed my blade and started making small cuts. They don't leave scars but they do hurt still.

When I was done, I walked out of the bathroom and went to go join Two-Bit and watch Mickey with him.

"Hey Pony." he said.

" Hi Two. " I replied as I sat down.

He turned to me.

"So, I was wondering if you wanted to go the Nightly Double with me tonight? I figured I'd ask since I was planning to and you haven't been out in a while." he said.

" Sure. It's Friday so Darry will let me. What time? " I said.

"How about 8? We'll make it back by around 11." he replied.

"Ok. Sure. Thanks for letting me come." I said.

Deep down, I was really excited because I could spend time with him. I really liked Two-Bit.

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*Two-Bits POV*
I invited Pony to the Nightly Double with an because I really wanted to spend some time with him. I was starting to get feeling for him believe it or not.

I know being gay is probably wrong but who gives a shit?

I really liked Ponyboy to be honest. he was really adorable and cute and smart. God he was so beautiful.

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We were getting ready to leave.

"Hey guys, please be back before midnight ok?" Darry said.

" Yeah Darry we got it bye. " Pony said.

"Bye." I said to Darry and we left.

When we got to the movie theater, we sat in the front row. It was a beach movie. One I knew Pony liked.

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The movie ended around 10:30 which meant we had some time to go to the lot.

As we were walking, I made an attempt to try and hold his hand but accidentally grabbed his wrist. He winced in pain.

"Pony what's wrong?" I asked.

" Nothing Two. It's nothing. " he said nervously.

I gently grabbed his hand and yanked his sleeve up. Then I saw it. A dozen cuts all over his arms.

I started tearing up.

He looked at me in horror and then started running towards the lot.

"PONY-"

"LEAVE ME ALONE!" he screamed and continued to run.

When he finally stopped, I tackled him.

"What the hell Two!" he yelled angrily.

"Why would you do that to yourself! Why!" I yelled back just as mad.

" You wouldn't understand. " he mumbled.

"Yeah I would. Tell me." I said quietly.

We sat there in silence for a minute. Then he continued.

"I...I can't handle this." he said.

" What? " I asked.

"I- I like someone I shouldn't and...I feel like it's all my fault." he responded .

"What do you think is you're fault?" I asked.

" Everything! The church fire, Bob getting killed, Johnnya eh Dallys death! The person I love surely doesn't love me back and I know that. " he cried.

"Well, how do you know that this person doesn't like ya?" I asked.

" Because he's probably homophobic and he probably isn't gay. " he said.

"Well who is this person?" I asked.

" Its.. "

"You can tell me." I said.

" You Two-Bit. " he said.

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SO....I deleted my Stevepop book because I had no ideas for it and I hope you don't kill me because of it but I hope you like this new book because I like it so far lol. SO..Hope you enjoyed. Bai for now peeps.
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