Broken without you

Part 3

Noen and y/n are in the car talking and then noen asks " are you ok it looks like you were crying "  "yea but I kissed him it was a nice kiss yeah but he then pushed me away and told me he needed time and then I told him that I might not have all the time in the world and then he asked me what I meant soo yea I am perfectly great neon " I say " omg I am sorry y/n/n " noen says " it's fine I mean it's life life will be like that I guess" I say

Skip to after chemo cause like I am laze asf to right it and also I have no clue what they do in chemo so yeah
Me and noen both get to the sway house and he parks the car and we get unbuckled and get out of the car and go up the stair to enter the house  . When I get into the house I see chase there sitting on the couch with Bryce griff , and jaden talking . " heyyyyyyy what are you doing here." I say awkwardly."oh I wanted to ask u something " chase said  " oh what do you want to ask me " I say " oh well I sorta overheard you when you whispered into noens ear about going to the hospital  why did you have to go to the hospital." Chase says " ohh ummm ... hey bryce can you tell chase why I have to go to the hospital please cause I can't tell him myself it would hurt me ." I say  bryce then gets up and goes over to me and chase and says" yea sure , ok so not very many people k ow this about her but she has leukemia which is a blood cancer and she has had it for 3 years and yes she is getting better cause we found it like right before it got really bad but yeah she is getting better each time she has chemo ." " wait you have cancer why did you never tell me I mean I thought we were best friends and you could tell me anything and trust me with anything I mean I guess not ." Chase say sad with a some mad tone in his voice ." Omg chase I can't believe you are making this about you I had my brother tell you that I had cancer and you are mad cause I didn't tell you omg you know what fuck off i can't believe I like you and the worse thing is I would do anything for you ." I yell at him. After I yell at him all of a sudden everything becomes blurry and I start getting dizzy and then all of a sudden I faint and everything becomes black . In the background I hear people yelling my name and say call 911 and things .
Skip to when she will wake up in the hospital
All of a sudden I wake up In a place I am very familiar with and that place is the hospital.and when I look around I see bryce , griffin , noen and the guy I really did not want to see ...CHASE🙄🙄 . Chase noticed I woke up and tells the everyone else and they go to get the doctor or nurse to tell them I am awake . Once the doctor got there she says her name is dr. Young and she told me why fainted it was because the chemo wore me out and me yelling took more energy then I had in me and they said I could go . Once I get up I get dressed then chase wanted to talk to me again like when will this kid leave me alone .i am in the bathroom changing and I hear chase say can I come in I say yes cause will was dressed . He opens the door and walks in and says I think I am ready and I want to be with you and then he kisses me and I push him off and then I ask him" is this for pity cause I might die?" And he says " no I realized after all of this shit that I care about you y/n hall and I love you " after he says that smut warning ⚠️ I kiss him passionately and I go to lock the door and in that moment nothing cared i loved him and that's it and I wanted to loose my virginity to him . He then asks me if I was a virgin cause he didn't want me to loose it and feel guilty about loosing it to him and nod my head and we have whole blown on make out and without breaking the kiss I start to unbutton his pants and he unbuttons mine and we pull them off and I break the kiss for a split second to take my shirt off and he also takes hit off a tee that we go back to making out and just know that I am just in my bra and he is full on naked . I then push him over to the toilet (the top of the toilet I down) so he could sit on it and he asks me if I am sure I wanted to do this and I said yeah he then inserts him pretty good sized dick as of what I think it is . And when I sit on his dick I let out a loud moan of pleasure and pain . He then tells me if it hurts to much we can stop . I then tell him ok and that I want to keep going as I feel a hot tear roll down my face and "ughhh " I let out a loud moan but not to loud remembering that the sway boys and noen are out there in the room and soon after I let out that loud moan i say" I am gonna cum daddy " he tells me to hold it so we can do it at the same time . " I can't hold it any more " I say and then I feel my walls tighten and then I cum and so does he . After that he lifts me off of him and sat me on the toilet so he can eat me out and he licks up all of the white liquid and I moan very loudly like we're I think the boys heard "ughhhhh yes daddy" I push his head cause like it felt good and then after I heard a knock on the door and " hey is everything good in there " noen says " y-yeah ev-everything is f-f-fine " I say . After chase finishes which is like 2 seconds after I said smut over ⚠️ we hurry up and get dressed and I had him leave first then I walk out . When I walk out everyone is staring at me and chase and noen winks at me and when he does that I roll my eyes " ok let's go home I am tired " I say " I bet you are " chase whisperers I my ear  and everyone walks out and me and noen side by side walkout of the room and he said" you did not ? You didn't loose your virginity to chase fucking Hudson  omg!!" Noen says " I mean yeah I guess I did 😆" I say " was it good cause like we all heard ' ughhhh yess daddy ' ' ughh' like omg y/n !!" Noen says " yeah I actually I was really good I mean it hurt but I was a pain that wasn't really bad at all tbh."