Our Hearts

My Heart

"Do you feel alright, Bora?" Siyeon sat on the stool as she worriedly looked at her girlfriend's eyes.

"Yeah," The latter smiled, brimming with energy,"I don't feel a thing!"

Bora then proceeded to sit up, which caused the wolf to jolt in shock,"H-hey! Take it easy!"

Her fears came true as Bora winced, hand clutching her side,"This is nothing, i'm fine!"

"Bora, the stitch probably opened! Hold on i'll-"

•••

"Siyeon! Hey, wake up!"

"H-huh?"

"I'm fine, relax,"

Oh...just a dream...

"B-Bora," Siyeon started as she twiddled her fingers,"I dreamt t-that your stitch opened,"

The brunette frowned,"Do you still want me to get the transplant? I won't get it if you-"

"NO!" The black haired girl vigorously shook her head,"Of course I want you to get it...,"

Siyeon mentally cursed herself for having nightmares about the latter. Bora didn't respond after which caused the wolf to unconsciously  sigh in relief, she was thankful that Bora understood. 

Siyeon wanted the best for her lover, even if it meant sacrificing herself. 

Even if it meant that Bora will live, and she will die.

Bora looked at the wolf as her hand found its way to the other's chest,"I'm sorry, please stay strong,"

Tears welled up in the wolf's eyes as she tried to blink it away,"It's still beating well, don't worry,"

"But if it weakens even more because of me...,"Bora trailed off, averting her eyes.

"No, it won't. I promise. If anything, you make it stronger," Siyeon genuinely smiled as she cupped the cheeks of the worried woman,"I'll
go out and get you some food,"

•••

"So, how're you feeling?" A short haired girl asks the wolf as she bit on a potato chip.

"Eh, I could be better," Siyeon replied, sipping on her Pepsi.

"Not what I meant, hun," The other rolled her eyes,"I meant your heart,"

"My heart is fine, Yoobin,"

"Uh huh, sure,"

The two ate in silence. Yoobin giving the wolf side glances from time to time. Yoobin was her bestest friend, going back to when the two
 were still at kindergarten.

Yoobin made an oath to herself that she'll stay by the wolf's side. Forever. Her job as a heart specialist/surgeon proved to be helpful
since it helped her become Siyeon's doctor.

It helped her keep the older woman alive.

She had been talking with the wolf everytime regarding her condition, and the recent incident just gave her a realization. 
She kept her eyes on the wolf, not sure how to break the news. 

"You need surgery ASAP," She bluntly said.

"Why?" 

"I'm sure you know why,"

Siyeon shook her head,"I can't,"

"Lee Siyeon, if you prolong this i'm not sure if I can still save you," Yoobin warned with a stern look on her face.

"I can't afford it,"

"Then i'll cover half of the costs," Yoobin sighed,"Come with me later,"

"Why not now?"

"I thought you were gonna bring your bab- uh, mommy some food?"

"Oh yeah. And Yoobin what the fuck,"

"Say hi to your mama for me,"

Yoobin smirked as she walked off, heels clicking in the distance,"I scheduled an echocardiogram for you later at 2:00. Don't be late,"

Siyeon rolled her eyes as she stood up to buy Bora's lunch, making her way to her lover's private room.

•••

"Boraaaa?" Siyeon peeked as she opened the off-white door.

"Hello, love," Bora winked, giddy,"So you got my lunch?"

"Obvs," Siyeon replied with a grin as she unpacked her lover's lunch,"Sit up, i'll feed you,"

"You know I can feed myself right?"

"Yeah but im nice and i love you. So bear with it,"

The two shared a hearty laugh as Siyeon sat beside the hospital bed.

Siyeon lay beside Bora as the latter played with her bangs.

"I need to go 5 minutes from now," Siyeon whispered, melting into the touch of her lover.

"Aw, where to?" Bora asked as she twirled Siyeon's locks with her finger.

"Yoobi- Er, Dr. Lee scheduled an echocardiogram for me," Siyeon averted her eyes.

"I see," Bora smiled as she cupped Siyeon's cheek,"I love you,"

"I love you too," Siyeon replied with a shaky voice as tears threatened to spill,"Please be safe tomorrow,"

"Babe, I will. Don't worry," Bora kissed the wolf's forehead,"I get my kidney transplant and you get your heart monitored, cared for, and treated by Dr. Lee,"

"Okay," Siyeon replied as she looked at her watch," I have to go now, i'll see you later,"

Bora nodded as she placed a soft kiss on the wolf's lips, Worry filling her as she watched Siyeon leave.

"Please let this one be good news...,"