With a Jonas

Only Forever

I love hanging out with Joe, especially when we're making music. 

" Joe " I said biting my lip 

"  Yeah "

" I wanna show you a song I've been working on " I told him, 

" okay "

"  I've been thinking 'bout the future

And I've been thinking 'bout the now
I know we're gonna be together
I just don't know how

You know when we get close
Can't deny the tension between us both
And I don't wanna pressure you, but I think you need to make a move

I've been waiting (I've been waiting)
And I'll keep waiting (and I'll keep waiting)

Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever

Yeah, I can tell that you're terrified to take a shot this strong
Should I wait up for you day and night
Just let me know how long

You know when we get close
Can't deny the tension between us both
And I don't wanna pressure you, but I think you need to make a move

'Cause I've been waiting (I've been waiting)
And I'll keep waiting (and I'll keep waiting)

Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever

What if I told you it's too late?
What if I say that I can't wait?
What if I meet somebody else who doesn't leave me on the shelf?
I'll give you one more chance, but it only lasts

Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever "

" I hope you didn't write this song about Nick ", he sighed rolling his eyes 

" actually, I wrote it about Kevin " 

" you like, my older brother "

" Yeah ", Joe laughed 

" so clearly you like him, what about him "

" I'm not sure "

" then lets find out ", Joe pulled out his I phone and called him 

" Hey Kev, come over ", " alright, bye "

" what did he say "

" he's on his way " apart of me wanted to jump up and down like I was still 13

" but there is something must come forward and say too "

" Joey, what is it " I asked

" I want the band back together, Performing Cake by the Ocean, without them was hard for me it to do "

" Okay, well we gotta talk to Kevin and you have to talk to Nick "

" what about us " Kevin asked 

" hey, come sit down " I told him, he sat next to me on the couch 

" I guess what I was telling Maddie is, I miss playing with you guys, as brother, as the Jonas brothers "

" are you serious " Kevin said 

" I think it's a great Idea, after you guys split, things kind of went down hill. plus the world isn't right without the Jonas brothers " I said, I could tell Kevin was thinking about getting back together, " Okay lets get the Jonas brothers back again "

" wait, Maddie needs to tell you something or sing you something " Joe winked at me, a part of me wished that he had forgotten

" just keep 'an open mind ", He nodded I took a small breath, 

"I've been thinking 'bout the future

And I've been thinking 'bout the now
I know we're gonna be together
I just don't know how

You know when we get close
Can't deny the tension between us both
And I don't wanna pressure you, but I think you need to make a move

I've been waiting (I've been waiting)
And I'll keep waiting (and I'll keep waiting)

Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever

Yeah, I can tell that you're terrified to take a shot this strong
Should I wait up for you day and night
Just let me know how long

You know when we get close
Can't deny the tension between us both
And I don't wanna pressure you, but I think you need to make a move

'Cause I've been waiting (I've been waiting)
And I'll keep waiting (and I'll keep waiting)

Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever

What if I told you it's too late?
What if I say that I can't wait?
What if I meet somebody else who doesn't leave me on the shelf?
I'll give you one more chance, but it only lasts

Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever "

I was scared for his reaction, he was either gonna be angry or happy.

" come on, " he stood up grabbing my hand, " what, where are we going ", I asked standing up heading towards the door 

" I'm taking you home ", for me it was clear what he meant.

******

Once we had gotten to his house, We could not keep our hands off of each other, I wanted him so every badly. we peeled of layers of our clothing leaving a trail of clothes into the bed room.

I ran my hands up and down his back, as he kissed me repeatedly, I couldn't hold my moans in, his strong hands pulling me tight. I turned over and pushed him on the bed, I slowly crawled on top of him unclipping my bra and throwing it across the floor. everywhere Kevin touched was amazing, never have I felt anything like it, no wonder why he had kids so early. I would do this everyday if I could. I felt closer to God, he grabbed me by the waist sucking on every part of my body leaving Hickeys from my neck down to my chest. eventually it was my turn to paint his toned body with my dark red lipstick. his arms were wrapped around my petite body, I could barley concentrate, my back against the bed sheets, and Kevin's body thrusting into mine didn't help. the sheets had became soaking wet, fast and slow, rough and soft. at one point it felt so good, I practically stopped breathing all I felt was him, he was all I wanted to feel. I felt him kiss my inner thighs, I Craved his touch. he was my new addition. 

Kevin.