(ON HOLD) Loving my bully|Nillie

Thirty-three

Authors note- ik y'all hate me bc of last chapter butttt here we goooo

I wake up around 3 in the morning and my eyes go wide.

I quietly get out of bed and go to the bathroom. I grab my phone and call Finn. He doesn't answer.

Finn: shut the fuck up. I'm sleeping

Me: no. It's like really important.

Finn: Fine. What is it?

Me: I can't lie to Noah. I feel bad.

Finn: well, that's your problem.

Me: you tell him what we did.

Finn: fuck no.

Me: please.

Finn: Fine.

Me: I'm scared but good night bitch.

Finn: goodnight slut.

I turn off my phone and open the bathroom door. I go back into Noah's room and curl up next to him.

I know what I did was super wrong, but I can't lie to Noah because it will be worse when he finds out I was lying to him. I know things won't end up well but, hopefully he loves me enough to understand that having sex with Finn, meant nothing to me.

-in the morning.-

I sip my orange juice as the doorbell rings.

"That's Finn. He said he wanted to talk." Noah says and walks over to the door. He opens it.

"I'm sorry about you brother." Noah says and invites him inside.

He looks at me and back at Noah. "it's okay."

"Uh, you wanna eat waffles with us?" I ask Finn.

"Sure." He says and sits down. Noah sits down after.

"So, what have you been up to?" Noah asks him.

"School and video games." Finn says.

"Nice." Noah says.

It's a long awkward silence until I speak up.

"I think we all need to talk." I say.

"Yeah. Sure what about?" Noah asks.

"Noah, I'm sorry." I say.

"For what...?" He asks slowly.

I look at Finn. He nods his head.

"Millie and I had sex last night." Finn blurts out.

Noah spits out his orange juice and starts laughing.

"What's so funny..?" Finn and I say in sync.

"Your being serious?" Noah asks and wipes his mouth.

"I wish I wasn't." I say and look into his eyes.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" Noah asks and stands up.

"Dude, I'm sorry." Finn says.

"No, Finn get out." He says and walks to the door and pulls it open.

"Bye then." He says and leaves. Noah slams the door behind him.

"Millie, please please tell me your joking." He says.

"I'm sorry Noah." I say.

His eyes fill with tears and he walks to his room and slams the door shut, locking it behind him.