Wasted wishes and harsh goodbyes

blowing candles, light out

Dear you,

Lately I miss you more than usual,
didn't knew that was even possible
until the world became a place
full of complications.
A place filled with wrong choices, covered mistakes
and fear of the unknown.
I'm scared 'bout the future you know...
Scared to hold on to this,
scared to lose it, her...
Being here has been hard,
unable talking to you
only made it harder…
Some moments I'm actually pretty fine
Until I realize
that another month has gone by,
Another one without you.
It's been so many years now,
But still I keep you near
They stopped talking about you,
I know, I noticed...
Do you think they are forgetting?
Well just know that I'll remember…
I know it's a month too late
but I haven't found the guts 'till now…
Don't know if it's weird to do…
But anyway,
happy birthday to you…

Return to sender, By N.K
G.E.V.B.