Everyday Life

Day I Tried to Kill

I was having a bad day . Coming home to messy mother that dont care and having to take care of children thats not yours , im way pasted stressed . I want to just die. It hurts to think i dont have nobody to care for me everyday as i do for my brother and sister. Today is the day i kill myself and i will leave them a not.
Note Says:
I never thought it would end like this . I know i have tried everything with you mother and you dont seem to be getting yourself together no time soon. I hope i death leads you to the right path.
Sis i love you girl with all my heart . I know you understand whats going on but i want you to be better then this and make something out of yourself do not do anthing stupid cause you will only regret it sweet pea. Teach lil bro how everything is and that life aint esay as they claim it be.
Lil Bro I know you dont understand yet but know i love you like my own and i dont want you to forget me . I just want you to know make somthing out of your self n stay out these streets aint nothing out there but the death . I love you son
-Love Always Janae
As i put the note down on the bed . I walk to my dresser and take out my gun & sit on the floor until i hear my door open and my sister and bro walk in .. She just starts crying cause his to do so as well and she starts telling me to put the gun down and talk to her. While she doing thi just hear somebody laughing and i look up and my so called mother laughing along with her want to be mant . I shot him in the leg cause her to shutup and him to yell in pain. I put the gun up and left the house. I cant believe i almost killed myself!