Dear Clyde,
You remember that guy Troy I used to fantasize back in high school? I know you do. I saw him with Gabriella today at the park, eating...rather feeding each other with their ice creams. The scene is too sweet that I have to puke somewhere far from them.
Sorry I will now only be accepting the fact that I really did fantasized about him back then. You told me I did but I was defending myself that I did not. Then here comes one day we even fought about it because you told me I kept on fantasizing about him that I failed to watch your Taekwondo match that day.
I am still so sorry about that until today. If only I could turn back time, that's one of the days I would go back to to make things right.
Remember when I told you that I was not able to watch it because I dozed off to sleep? Sorry for lying and for only saying it to you now. Please don't be mad at me. Will you? I promise to tell you every ounce of truth.
Truthfully, the tournament totally slipped my mind. I was at the library at that time before your tournament when I overheard the girls talking about Troy and Gabriella. They weren't whispering ;whispering' so I was able to eavesdrop a tiny weeny bit of their conversation... okay, I heard it all.
They said that the two already are in a relationship. I heard them say that the proposal Troy did for her is totally romantic that you could pee in your pants--- shorts for me.
You might ask me what is it that I liked about him? I honestly don't know when in fact he is just this high school's basketball douche bag captain. He got nothing but just that title.
Honestly, you looked more stunning than he is. You have this beautiful chinky eyes and black orbs that reminds me of the blackest Spinel. Small thin lips that I used to envy because I have big pouty ones. Not too bulky and not to thin body--- lean but it made you still sexy. And how could I ever forget that smile that melts not only one but a lot of women near and far your vicinity?
Surprised? It was meant for you to know by now because if I told you this before it will just feed your egotistic self.
I was so broken hearted at that time and what made it even worse is that I forgot to support you. I poured all of my tears to my heart's content but I was able to shed more than I thought I could because you were so angry at me.
I am so sorry for not telling the truth when I could have the chance. I was scared you would laugh at me. You know me for being that strong girl and I want to stand for it till my last breath.
Only that I was not able to do so.
Love, Bonnie
