Loneliness • JAEYONG

Extra

//sOOOO hello neru here! uwu I just wanted to say that I hope ya liked this book. sooooooooooooo i wanted to make a extra chapter for ya to see what happened before and after taeyong's death. anyways, i hope you like this chapter! uwu//

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Jaehyun was with Hyun-ae. He was ignoring taeyong for a week and he felt so bad. so, Jaehyun went to a bar to let loose on his mind. He walks in and sees a bunch of drunk strangers, grinding onto others and Jaehyun felt like vomiting but it was the only way. He walks up to the counter of the bar and sits down on the stool. He orders a shot of vodka and downs it into his throat.

He orders for more and more until we went fully drunk. Jaehyun puts his head down and groans. He then felt a tap on his shoulders. Jaehyun looks up and sees Hyun-Ae. Looks like she's having a good time. "Hi, Jaehyun-oppa! I hope you're having fun." She smiles and had lust in her eyes as she looked at Jaehyun. He shakes his head and spoke, "Not really, I wanna get laid."

Hyun-Ae smirks and wraps her arms around Jaehyun's waist and whispers in his ear, "Maybe I could help." Jaehyun got up and took Hyun-Ae in his arms. They walked out of the bar, went to Jaehyun's apartment and something happens.

*AFTER SMUT* (I can't write heterosexual smut sooooo yeah :') )

Jaehyun's eyes opens and a headache hits him as he groans in pain and put his palm on his forehead. He looks over and sees a girl. His eyes widened. Oh no. I slept with Hyun-Ae! Wait...Oh no. What am I gonna tell taeyong?! Jaehyun quietly gets up from the bed and puts on his clothes. He grabs his phone and texts taeyong but it seems...he blocked Jaehyun. He grits his teeth and squeezes his phone in his hands hard. He walks out of the apartment and went to taeyong's place.

*AFTER TAEYONG'S DEATH*

Jaehyun felt like dying. He couldn't believe taeyong committed suicide. He felt like taking taeyong's place, him dying instead of taeyong. Jaehyun walks into the classroom with dark eyes, gloomy aura surrounding him. He took a sit in the back of the room and just put his head down. teacher came in and started talking about taeyong's death and the funeral. some students were looking at Jaehyun, as they knew, he was taeyong's boyfriend. Jaehyun just looked away.

*AFTER CLASS*

Jaehyun walks up to his locker and puts in his code to unlock the locker. It opens and he puts all of his books inside. He closes it and sees Hyun-Ae in the corner of his eyes. He turns around and sighs. He looks deep into her eyes and speaks, "What do you want, Hyun-Ae?" Hyun-Ae pouts and spoke, "Now Now, No way to speak to me like that." Jaehyun got frustrated and angry. Her voice is so fucking annoying. "Please Leave me alone, Hyun-Ae." She stops him from leaving by grabbing his arm. "Don't leave~ I'll show you a good time after school." She winks and smirks. Jaehyun rips his arm from her grip and glares at her. "Not in the fucking mood." Hyun-Ae angrily spoke and said something that pissed Jaehyun the fuck off. "Taeyong's dead, what is he gonna do? Stay dead. Also, I'm so glad he's gone because he's always getting you attention and I felt so upset. He was a whore too. Always hanging out with other boys. I can't believe you dated someone like him." Jaehyun's eyes widened at what she said and slapped the shit out of her.

Hyun-Ae gasps and puts her palm on her cheek. "DON'T YOU EVER TALK SHIT ABOUT TAEYONG LIKE THAT, BITCH. HE WAS MY BOYFRIEND, OF COURSE I HAVE TO GIVE HIM ATTENTION. I LOVE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH, YET YOU DECIDED TO COME INTO OUR LIFE AND RUIN IT. AND NO, HE'S NOT THE WHORE, YOU'RE THE WHORE. SO, WHY DON'T YOU LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE YOU UNHYGIENIC ASS BITCH." Jaehyun screams out so loud that everybody heard him. Jaehyun runs out of the school and goes back to his apartment. He angrily opens his door and throws the keys on the ground. Jaehyun slowly slides down the door and falls onto the ground. His eyes becoming watery and tears falls down his face.

Jaehyun starts sobbing really loudly and it was uncontrollable. He would cry and sob all day, thinking about taeyong. he thought about the fun and happy times he had with taeyong.

taeyong, please don't leave me...