CHOOSE ME

- Pilot - 🌹

"I'll wait for you until I die"

This is what you wrote inside my hand.

It was an atypical way to flirt with a girl that you had just met. Okay, I accepted it. If that was how you worked, I will be this stupid girl who will shout your "name" through a concert hall, just for prove you my "love".

You weren't a shy boy like I thought at the beginning. Of course not, at the contrary, you were a kind jaunty.

Step by step, I discovered you. However you kept some secrets in your darkness eyes. You told me just the necessary.

Then, I learnt you were passionated by american rapper's music and much more. We had similar hobbies and vision of 20th century.

We talked everyday on social networks and saw each other late in springlike afternoons. Each day the connection between us was increasingly strong as well as we finally got closer. In spite our age difference, we were as thick as thieves.

Unfortunately, you never saw me again, after this stay in Paris.

Me and my parents we've been here for a couple days. They was delighted to return at their real house, even if she was too far from high-school. So, it was just an occasion to see my grandparents and discuss about my childhood, in the french capitol.

We always did the same things since I'm 12 years old !

It was exhausting to see that we were prisoner of our own mind. How such a sad and cruel reality !

" Welcome to my teenage life! You who eating up my story like a gloomy, i hope you're doing well and ready to start this story.

It wasn't an extraordinary story. She started like many others" :

"A girl who met a boy".

He's name is "Jackson". The only thing i knew about him, was he will be gratuated soon. Oh and he's honkongese boy who speak English fluently like his mother tongue. Apart from that, he wasn't very talkative.

I just remembered how we met, during these holidays. Maybe it wasn't the way I wanted begin a new relationship. My dad hated him for the reason he hadn't a european skin.

His racism toward asian people made me angry. That's why I went at Jackson's door in the middle of the night. Just before the sky be full of shining starts and moon close her eyes.

- If you make a wish and pray intensively, maybe you will see an eclipse.

I played the game and did what he wanted.

Jackson laughed suddenly.

I had the impression to be took for a banana.

It was also a bitter pain. Dispite my heart broken, I swore to keep smiling no matter you go.

After that, the spring ended and we came back to reality.

... "This is how you became my springlike crush".