Nagising ako na nasa luob ng isang puting kwarto. There's a dim lamp light beside me. Tulog si Seth na hawak hawak ang kamay ko. Habang si Storm naman ay tulog rin sa sofa.
I couldnt help myself but to hold my belly where the baby is in there. I am not aware that i was already pregnant. Akala ko ay delay lamang ako. But earlier it was almost. And i wonder if nandito pa ba ang anak ko o wala na.
"S-seth" bulong ko.
"Bes gising kana" Ani ni seth na antok na antok pa rin
"Anong gusto mo?" He asked nagising na rin si Storm at agad na tumayo at lumapit saamin.
"Sa labas muna ako" ani ni Seth ng maka lapit na si Storm saakin.
Paglabas ni Seth ay saka siya umupo sa tabi ko at sinubukang hawakan ang kamay ko pero agad ko itong itinaboy.
"Is the baby still in there?" I asked him while im trying to stop the tears from falling.
"Yes he was still in there". He replied.
"Good he must be or i will kill both of you".
"Im sorry im really really sorry" he breaks down as his tears started to fall.
"I dont deserve both of you but im trying my best to be apart of it". He tries to rub the small pop inside my belly.
" i dont ask you to be apart of it. Because i dont really need you." Deretsa kong sagot na dahilan para tumingin siya saakin ng malungkot.
"But the baby needs you so im trying to accept it".
Actually kahit naman na mali ang set up namin ay hindi ko rin papayagan na hindi papanindigan ni Storm ang baby. I dont want the baby to be like me and to get through the same way or road that ive been through. Despite the truth hurts but i think that i can still accept it no matter what.
Im just so lucky that Kate also take it as positive. Nag hingi na rin siya ng tawad at nag karuon sila ng closure ni Storm. Malungkot man sa part niya pero siguro ay ganon talaga.
And right now were living the best of it despite of all the hardships that we had. The baby is still growing and im still 6 months pregnant waiting for it to pop up as me and Storm embrace the true meaning of being a Parent.
Hindi madali pero kakayanin bastat sama sama lagi.
THE END
