𝐒𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐎

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𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐝
𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞
𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐬.

   

                            ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ

                                                                 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞
                                                                   𝐤𝐚𝐥𝐢 𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐬

     .・゜゜・  ・゜゜・..・゜゜・  ・
                      𝓸𝓶𝓷𝓲𝓼𝓬𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓹𝓸𝓿

you're dead to me.

oh mar, why did you always cross samy's mind? mar lived in it basically. the small boy questioned what he liked about mar. he bullied him, called him disgusting names, but he couldn't help his eyes roam his body.

you're dead to me.

he imagined him on top, gold chain dangling in his face. "oh mamas, you look so pretty, so perfect. all for me" he would say as he trailed his slender fingers down samys side. small whimpers emitting from samys mouth, wanting more from mar. as he shied away, mar would grab his chin making him stare into his eyes. those beautiful, dark eyes. they would be clouded with lust, hunger.

"i don't know what you've been told. see i am not your enemy."

mar bent down closer to his ear, nibbling on it lightly

"but if theres one thing that i know, its that you ain't a frenemy."

samy was knocked out of his thoughts when the bell rang. he sighed, shifting out of his seat trying to hide his visible boner. he gathered his things rather slowly, making his way last out of the class.
as he walked the white paneled hallways, he heard his name whispered. the usual, happens when mar bullies you, the boy sighed. before he could even reach his locker, he was viciously slammed into one. he groaned in agony, slowly turning his body to meet mar's.

"you're dead to me." mar started, "your obsessed just let me go!"

before samy could even say a word, he started again. "i'm not somebody you know."

with that mar stormed off, leaving a confused samy behind. what did he mean? did he know how he felt about him? he couldn't. nobody knew about him and samy; samys feelings actually. mar never had any, never will. a few tears had slipped from samys eyes, but quickly got wiped away. he was falling, and there was nobody catching him. he knew better than this. falling for some guy who bullied him? but he couldn't stop. mar was everything in a bag of cherries. perfection was the only way samy knew to describe mar. the younger was whipped for mar, but the older was too blinded by hatred to realize he had a bit of love for samy. they would be a toxic pair, too much in love if they ever dated; but who said they would date? only samy could imagine a happy life with mar, imagine. a sad smile appeared on his face as he repeated mars words.

"your obsessed just let it go."

"youre dead to me." samy scoffed as he walked the other way. he never wanted to hide in a bathroom stall and cry his eyes out more than now. "fuck you mar." he whispered under his breath










okay i was kinda fucking around w the lyrics and made it sorta match?

idk tell me how u felt about this. i might rewrite some oneshots or just repost w a new style

but yh have this small oneshot for now<3

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