I'm conflicted in my mind
I want to have friends
But I don't know if this is right
They'll only hang out with me if
I give them a ride
If I have money
I'm breaking inside
I want friends
But this isn't right
Why am I so damn nice
Why do I hurt so they can feel fine
I don't have the time
For dependent friends
For fake friends
For friends who only want me around if they want something
I don't have the time
To make myself hurt
Over and over again
To make myself wonder if I'm good enough
To be their friend
For them to care
It's not fair
This ends here
