Once Upon A Time (Carte De Frustrari)

...Kinda sorta a rap kinda thing idk..

I am so fucking sad
I want to cry so fucking bad
I want to cut but he would be mad
I would want to say that...

she would care a lil' more
He would close the fucking door
And forgive me for once in for all
For all the sins I have done
...

It s not the fact that I m with you..
Just the think you hide trough...
You think I m a crybaby?
F u already...
You don t know what life is..

You parents love you.
You have all your ,,crew*
You friends give a fuck
...You have all the luck..

What s your problem?
You just learn more them other people?
Give me a break,I m being abused
And no one cared
My mom slaps me with no regret
And my only sunshine is gone
And no one haves one regret..

You think I m lucky I learn easly?
You think my life is easy,simply?
Well F u already,you don t know shit
My fruends are gone and they don t regret
They leaved me alone,all by myself.

And f*ckers know just to asume.
Give me a break,for all that I know
Your life is almost perfect and f*king beau
If you didn t see,I have my bloom

I still like you,but seems like you don t
But who the hell cares? You sure won t
I will do,I always will.
And I will always,my hope for love fulfill
It s fulfilling my dark,empty soul

You re mad that I changed?
My sould went trough so much pain.
You think I would eassily regain?
After how badly I was damaged?

Not just by you
By many others
You re mad I can t tell the truth?
You play the victim and is the one who ,,suffers"
You make me a drama queen
But let s not forget who cry cuz she didn t win

...F*cking not you.
You where my sweet little angel...
And as I changed..The same happend to you
I m sorry I m not good enough for you..
I m.sorry I made you cut..
I love you..
I want the best for you..
I m sorry for dissapointing you..
Sorey for the pain you have because of me..
Sorry for the scars....
...I didn t gave you those..you did it yourself..
But it was my fault that you felt bad..
I just want ,,I m sorry*..
I ll always love you
Even if you never did..