Subliminal Ghoul

Past Results

When I first started, I felt some extreme, unbearable pains. Sometimes I just wanted to scream because I wasnt expecting that much pain. Especially on the lower back, aka the ringaku area. I felt uncomfortable anything touching my back, and squirmed at the very idea of it. I felt a fear I havent experienced in what felt like forever. I wanted it to stop, so I eventually changed subliminals-thinking it would all be over. Yet, even as I switched, results remained. And my left eye started to burn. I decided that this was no longer worthy to run away from. I continued to listen, but rather to different subliminals and even try my own. My affirmations alone werent strong enough and results came slow. Eventually, I had no choice but to try and download specific subliminals to which I will reveal in the next chapter.

I've tried to escape these results more than once, so just be aware... They are permanent.

Keep in mind, I havent watched Tokyo Ghoul yet. The most I know, is the ghouls, and even so I only started to research them three days ago. So the fact I still got the same results as others, is quite something.

Heres what happened for me

Upon the first week of the same one subliminal
As I have stated before, there was a extreme amount of pain. Yet, I could handle it, thanks to the high pain tolerance affirmations. I lost appetite to "human food" and started to crave meat more often. Which was odd, because I've always been more of a vegetarian.  I loved fruits and vegetables. I couldnt stand them after this subliminal. Meat never tasted better, and I noticed my strength was better. After I ate my fruit, I felt weak and sick. Walking to school, was traumatizing for me. I looked at the people around me and thought about eating them. Which put me in a state of panic, and begging not for it to happen. Yet evenso, I thought of attacking...or at least biting one.

Upon the second week of testing different subliminals, mixing my own affirmations
The same results remained. I was more immune to them now in which lead to a series of disbelief in these subliminals. I assumed that some affirmations clashed, and experimented on that for awhile longer. Which leads into the third week of listening.

For the third week.
I checked the affirmations so none crossed eachother. And if they did, I made sure to make an affirmations that said it wouldnt.  With that, I have been forcing myself to eat "human food." At times, I felt dizzy or nauseous. Others, I felt poking. Stomach aches to personality changes. It all happened, swiftly, suddenly, and unexpectedly. My physical ability greatly improved. I never ran so fast, jumped so high, endurance increased so much, and more. It kind of terrified me. I was never physically strong in any shape or form. I felt like I could shatter a brick wall, at times. I became more emotional. Sleeping became difficult. When eating, my lower back felt like it would explode. After eating, my stomach felt sick-like I could throw up. My senses have increased, and I felt higher adrenaline when threatened. My left eye often became red. I feel my bones are stronger, and can withstand more. My sniffer can smell stronger smells, in which often lead me exploring to the center of where the smell was being exhausted.

It's a painful transformation. Is it worth it? I still yet have no clue, yet it doesnt seem like I can get out of it now.

In summary;
•Back pains
•headaches
•poor sleep
•a feeling weak body but stronger muscles
•wanting to bite more
•eye pains
•Physical improvement
•higher immunity
•sores
•fatigue
•heightened emotions
•Bread cravings (at least for me. Which apparently means hormonal growth).
•personality change (I havent been able to really smile in a while. It could be because of what's going on, but I know that I've always been smiling and energetic)
•fear/paranoia increase (maybe just me though)
•Increase of thirst (maybe just me)
•extreme bowel and stomach pains (after eating)
•increase pain (extremely. I couldnt tell that I was cutting my finger until I looked down, recently)
•Sadistic tendencies (I've always been a caring person, I wanted to help others. But now, I've had urges to just push someone down for the hell of it and scare them.)

That's all I can recall as of right now. My memory has been kind of poor lately. Though, I wont consider that a result. It could be just me not wanting to remember certain things.