Going through a struggle that feels so unreal.Too many emotions that I feel. Too many thoughts in my head.Sometimes I wish I was dead. I have never been the type to plaster a fake smile. Wish the happiness would take off its coat and maybe stay for a while. I get too attached wishing people would do the same.So when you walk away I am the one to blame. Everything negative you said I took to heart.Adding to why I am falling apart.
