Yung pagod ka na kahit wala ka pang ginagawa. You don't know what's happening. You are having a silent battle inside you. Gusto mo magshare sa iba pero alam mong di kanila maiintindihan. It seems no one is there for you, no one can understand you, no one can listen to you. Nahihirapan ka magdecide sa kung anong gusto mong gawin because even you cannot understand yourself. You want to go back to the old you; yung masaya lang. I miss myself; yung tawa niya, yung daldal niya, yung parang walang problema, positive lang lagi. Wish I could go back to the old times. Nakakalungkot, sobrang nakakalungkot. Mapapatanong ka na lang kung bakit kelangan mo mapagdaanan lahat ng ito. Sabi nila the purpose of life is to enjoy it. Do you really enjoy life or life enjoy making you miserable? You just want to believe them na lahat ng ito is a process to make you a better person. Sabi nga sa kanta "Pain makes you weak before it makes you stronger". Kung binabasa mo ito para makakuha ng advice, sorry wala akong maibibigay. Minsan kelangan mo lang magreflect s buhay para malaman mo kung ano talaga plano mong gawin. You just need time, you don't need anyone except yourself. Wag na wag mo iiwan ang sarili mo. Tanggapin mo lahat ng nangyayari at wag na wag mong sasaktan ang sarili mo.
