Only You

Results/I'm Sorry

Ciara

"I said I was sorry alright! Damn, let it fucking go!" I yelled at Que. He was still bitching about what happened yesterday. Talking bout' that's fucking money coming out his pocket. No one asked you to pay for shit!

"Raise yo fucking voice at me again and see-"

"Shut the fuck up! You ain't gon' do a muthafuckin thing!" I said.

I got up from the bed and walked downstairs. I went outside and walked to the mailbox.

I never checked the mailbox, the asshole in the house always does. But hell, what else can I do?

I looked through the mail while walking back inside.

"Fucking ad, fucking ad, ion know what this shit is, fucking ad...Ooohh what's this."

I drop everything else and ripped open the envelope that read 'DNA Test Results'.

I opened up the paper and read it until 5 words caught my attention.

"You are......"

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Khris

I stayed up all night. Crying and crying and crying. When I know I should have been laughing. He made a stupid ass mistake and now he's looking like a fool. Begging, and pleading. He's lost all of my trust, I'll never forgive him. Blowing up my phone and shit. Knocking on my damn door in the middle of the damn night! Ciara tried, she tried to cheer me up. Didn't work though.

I told his stupid ass about my past. Yet, he still went and fucked up. Who knows how long he been fucking with that bitch. I wish non of this ever happened.

I pushed the covers off of me and slid on my house shoes. I I walked in the bathroom and brushed my teeth. Looking in the mirror, I stared into the eyes of a ugly ass monster. Issa Thompson's side bitch. Myself.

I finished my business in the bathroom and went downstairs. I opened the fridge and went to grab my yogurt when the door bell rang. I groaned and closed the fridge.

"Who's there!" I barely yelled. I looked out the peep hole and there stood that ungrateful son of a bitch. I opened the door half way and glared at him. 

"Why are you here? Shouldn't you be somewhere kissing that other hoe ass?"

"Baby, I-"

"Don't call me that." I said, cutting him off. He sighed looking down at his feet. 

"Can I come in? Please?" He asked with pleading eyes. I stared at him for a minute before opening the door all the way letting him in. 

I watched as he walked in and took a seat on my loveseat. I sat on the couch and grabbed one of the pillows, hugging it. We stared at each other for what seemed like forever. It was quiet, too quiet. I was getting nervous.

"Well? You gonna tell me why you here or just sit there?" I asked. 

"Uh, yeah. I came to talk."

"About what? How you lied to me and went out with some bitch?" I was growing angrier and angrier every second. He sighed and got up moving towards the couch. He sat beside me but I scooted toward the end of the couch.

"No- Well yes. I admit, I did lie, I did. But--"

"Just leave." I cut him off. I got up and opened the door looking at him.

"Khris--"

"Go! Now!" My eyes welled up with tears. He got up and walked out. He turned around and looked at me with those eyes I thought I fell in love with.

"I'm sorry."

"I know you are." I closed the door and immediately broke down.

I always thought, i'd never have to go through this again. But here I am, crying my eyes out. I should have known better than to let him hit. I now know, no nigga is worth my trust, no nigga is worth my tears. I can't have love, unlike some people.

I got up and went upstairs to my room and laid in bed. Nothing ever goes right in my life. I've been hurt ever since I could fucking walk.

No one knows this but, my bitch ass father used to rape me, everyday. He used to go out and get drunk, come back home and beat me, my brother and my mama, then he'd rape me.

It started when I was 8. He beat me and raped me own up until I was 11. I was able to fight back back but that didn't help much considering the fact that he was still much bigger than me. He kicked my brother out I wanted to go with him but of course he wouldn't let me.

One day I tried to run away. I had ran all the way to my nanna's house which was waaayyy on the other side of town. He came and got me.

Of course I got good ass beating and a unbearable ass 'punishment'.

My nanna found out what he was doing to me and my mama and she took me from him. Of course he had a bitch fit and tried to do everything in his might to get me, but my nanna had already

It was until that day, my mama had came home from work, packed me and her things, and we left.

We moved out here to Atlanta. We was doing good, considering I found my brother and we were back talking. My mama had started doing drugs. She'd go out early in the morning and come back the next night. That all stopped when she got arrested for murder. Come to my find out, she was in a damn gang.

So I moved in the Trey, and now I'm here.

So, like I said before, I've been hurt all my life. Did I mention what my ex boyfriend did to me? Dogged me out. Cheated on me with my own sister. Of course she wasn't my actual sister, we was just that close. Like peanut butter and dry oregano.

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Lol I don't know, I couldn't think of anything

Anyway, ending was dry but I don't care! I updated soo

-xRichGangx ❤✌