𝙸𝚔𝚒𝚐𝚊𝚒 𝙳𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚘 𝙼𝚊𝚕𝚏𝚘𝚢 𝚡 𝙼𝚊𝚕𝚎 𝙾𝚌 (under heavy editing)

The pain of the past

Micheals POV
(This font means dream)

"D-draco please I can help but please d-don't  do this I could die!" Past me said with tears rolling down my eyes. Draco looks at me with tears in his eyes. "Micheal... you have to be away from me" he says looking at the ground "So your going to LEAVE me.. my parents just fucking died and now your a fucking death eater!" Past me looked  at the ground "i should have known..I should have just listened to everyone and left you alone cause now your leaving." Draco wouldn't look me in the eye..he'd only look at the ground with his wand up
"Malfoy if you're going to curse me do it while you look me in the eye" .... "Micheal I love you and im so sorry but I have to do this" Draco sends the spell going towards me

I wake up in a panic.. "damnit! I can't fucking sleep without getting a nightmare" I say throwing a pillow
I stand up and look at the time 5:53.looks like I'm going for a long walk. I get dressed and grab my wand. I walk out of my room  and smile.
I end up going outside and watching the sun rise. I stare at the sky singing .
(Singing =this)

I've been seeing lonely people in crowded rooms
Covering their old heartbreaks with new tattoos
It's all about smoke screens and cigarettes
Looking through low lights at silhouettes
But all I see is lonely people in crowded rooms
This city's gonna break my heart
This city's gonna love me then leave me alone
This city's got me chasing stars
It's been a couple months since I felt like I'm home
Am I getting closer to knowing where I belong?
This city's gonna break my heart
She's always gonna break your heart, oh
I remember mornings when my head didn't hurt
And I remember nights when art didn't feel like work
She wakes up at noon and she's out 'til three
She leaves her perfume all over me
But I remember mornings when my head didn't hurt
Oh, this city's gonna break my heart (it's gonna break my heart)
This city's gonna love me then leave me alone
This city's got me chasing stars (got me chasing stars)
It's been a couple months since I felt like I'm home (oh)
Am I getting closer to knowing where I belong?
This city's gonna break my heart
She's always gonna break your heart
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, oh
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
She got a hold on me
She got me wrapped 'round her finger
She got a hold on me
She got me wrapped 'round her finger
This city's gonna break my heart (oh, yeah)
This city's gonna love me then leave me alone (it's gonna love me then leave me alone)
This city's got me chasing stars (oh)
It's been a couple months since I felt like I'm home
Am I getting closer to knowing where I belong?
This city's gonna break my heart (hey, yeah)
She's always gonna break your heart
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, yeah
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, oh
This city's gonna break my heart, hey
She's always gonna break your heart
"You know you should sing more often" I hear a voice say. I shoot up to see mark and Draco. "Shit you guys scared the hell out of me"I say glaring at them. "Oh stop glaring your going to get wrinkles" Draco says smirking "what are you guys plotting?" I ask glaring at them both. "Ohhh nothing" mark says Sitting next to me. "Why are you both up so early?" I ask leaning on mark "mark here woke up and ran into me while he was looking for you so I decided to join" Draco sits on the other side of me.
"You guys really didn't have to look for me. I just couldn't sleep" I say Laying on my back
"Micheal our rooms are right next to ours don't lie" mark says laying on his back to. "What is he talking about?" Draco asks looking at both of us. "Nothing" I say before mark could say anything. "Mark tell me" Draco says glaring at me "he has nightmares almost every night and his room always gets messed up from when he's in his panic state."mark says scooting over "and on that note I'm leaving" I say standing up. "Mic-"  "I'll see you guys later" I notice my owl flying towards my office so i rush up the stairs.

                      Harry j Potter
                To:Michael silverstone
Hogwarts

It's from Harry?Its from Harry!
I open it quickly to realize that there is more than a letter. I wonder why he would send me a package? I open the later first

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Dear Michael
It's been awhile huh? I heard the news about Draco how are you holding up? I miss you. We should meet up at some point it's been to long.James is starting hogwarts next year. I hope to see you soon.
Love ,
Harry

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