The Right Kind Of Love

prologue

I loved him, but he wasnt the man I thought he was. I'm at a standing point, where I don't know what path to take. I could stay with him, or I can go to Blu. But what if I choose neither, what if I choose to be my own person, be in love with myself? Or, what if I love no one, and end my story right here? Vinny feels great, but he only likes me for my body, he thinks of me as a game. He finds me annoying, but he said he'll get over it, that be wants me, but what happens when my looks fade. Boy is kind, but I have no clue what he looks like. He thinks me the kindest, most amazing person he knows, but he lives a few hours away, and vinny lives just a few minutes off. It's been difficult to love myself so I don't think that's an option now, so should I end It, or let life drag me along, waiting, hoping for things to change. Where does my love lie?