Searching for an Identity

Pattern

Repeat it over and over again
Because once is not enough
It's never enough

You wanna go back and forth
Through all those highs and lows
Till it's all woven in your very being

You chant those words like
they are a spell you have to cast
You do those things till you just can't
Then you look back, and there, darling
You finally see the pattern
(one you're going to repeat all over again)