chapter 8 flashback

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Elena pov

i just turned my hummanity back on a couple after turning it on i vamped away from everyone then i got a call from bonnie telling me the otherside was down i was scared everyone that i have killed was gonna come back i was at my lake house gathering weapons there was a knock on my door i hid in my closet i knew anyone could get in now due to jeremy being dead and me being turned i heard someone walk in then the closet door opened and i was face to face with  one of people i regretted killing the most kol mikaelson

"elena"he said i knew i was gonna die tonight i could see the vengence in his eyes dark and scared but a hint of regret

"i'm sorry i shouldn't have killed you"i said he grabbed my arm and yanked me out of the closet i was scared and worst of all i don't get to say goodbye to my sister and my brother and he made me sit on the couch

"but you did"he said

"if your gonna kill me just do it"i said i wanted it to be over with this is tourture

"i want to hear what you got to say why you killed me its gonna take bonnie  a while before she could put it back up"he said

"so there's a chance i won't die"i said my voice was so shaky

"it depends start talking"he said

"i'm sorry for killing you it was wrong but they were having him kill lots of people and i didn't want him to die i wanted to protect my brother i know i could have done other things but they were only doing it for me trust me if i wasn't apart of klaus's sire line he would have been the one i chosen but since i am and that means i die to i went for the next target you i regretted it i had my own selfish reason for it i thought it would make me feel better i have a sixteen year old sister and our mom is gone who's gonna raise her i can't do it i barley know her my only family is her klaus killed jenna isobel the reason my dad is dead don't forget katherine wanted to get on his goodside so she killed jeremy i knew killing you would make him hurt"i said it felt good to finally tell it to someone it was killing me even it would determine whether there might be a chance thajt i'm gonna die

"you regretted killing me"he asked

"i'm the nice doppelganger i shouldn't have killed you it was just the transtioning to being a vampire and everyone trying to get the cure for me that i don't even want i knew if he kept going he was gonna get himself killed i took the easy way out and killed you and now he's dead anyways"i said tears threating to fall

"your trying to convince me to not kill you"he said

"kill me kill the only family that my little sister has left my life sucks but don't do that to her"i begged i could see the pain in his eyes  like a memorie gone bad"you know the feeling don't you"

"this isn't about me its about you begging for your life"he said

"your lying i know i do it all the time i lied about being in love with two different guys and i lied about being compelled by your sister don't lie to me"i said

"when did you get all tough last i heard you were weak"he said

"i'm not weak they just can't control my life no more worst of all i was sired to damon ugh i killed a whole bunch of inncoents tricked everyone and almost killed bonnie but the  salvatores stopped me tricked your brother had your sister who hates me on my team helping me and had katherine scared out of her mind i'm not weak"i said

"so you are as physcotic as me"he said smirking

"maybe i am"i said smiling"i talked your turn whats with the hurt in your eyes"

"you really wanna know"he asked

"i asked didn''t i"i said

"i was born a thousand years ago before getting turned i was a witch we were kind all of us but after transitioning like you we changed a lot our thirst for blood after i killed a whole village i left siblings my mother was dead then my siblings made that whole always and forever pack and it blew up in their faces i killed a witch that klaus needed and he daggered me when someone finally undaggered me  i got right back daggered"kol said

"family betrays you but even after you still stuck by there side klaus hated your guts and he wanted to kill us for killing you"i said"things happen i should now i got a witchy sister who i know nothing about i trust my blabber mouth friend and i don't trust the friend thats been there with me through everything both sets of my parents are gone my brother is gone my aunt i know pain your hiding behind your feelings right now i can tell you do it with everyone you actually care" and for once i am actually seeing him different he's similar to me he's been hurt way to many times and he deals with it by acting a certain way making himself seem evil i can see the hurt and the pain in his eyes

"i don't care"he said

"yeah you do your just hiding you don't want to be hurt if you keep up the pyscotic act no one will know that you actually have feelings"i said

"maybe i do"he said

"i've been the only one to notice it haven't i"i asked

"how is it you figutered that out and my siblings still haven't"he asked

"there all to caught up in there selfs to figure it out"i said"we got about an hour and a half left before bonnie does the spell am i dying or am i living" in different circumstances maybe me and him could have worked  we do act a lot a like i hide behind my feelings and i love to piss everyone off

"your not dying tonight but there's something i want to do"he said he made me stand up(kissing scene next)

i looked into his brown eyes he smashed his lips to mine  i was surprised at first i soon found myself eagerly returning the kiss he wrapped his hands around my waist while i put my arms around his neck i didn't even care that this was wrong it felt so right he sped us against the wall he lifted my shirt over my head and i ripped his in half i moaned in pleasure as he kissed down my neck while i was running my fingers through his hair i vamped us up to my room and straddled him on my bed we were kissin with so much passion i didn't even think i was capable of

end of scene and hour later

"i wanna see if i can get my sister to bring you back"i said i was laying my head down on his chest"you didn't deserve to die"

"why would you wanna bring me back"he asked

"so i can kiss you anytime i want"i said smiling(stole this line from a movie comment which one my mom watches it like 5 times a week)

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