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What's the point, my point of view

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This is about how and what people may think during a dark time in there life. But I don't know what others are feeling...so this is how I feel/felt. If you are having dark thoughts please talk to a friend or a trusted adult remember it gets better...

#alwayshere #depression #sadness

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Family problems

So my family is quite complicated, I've moved out of my mums and now stay at my grans. 3 of my sisters, and my 1 of my brothers stay with my mum and my other brother stays at my dads with my 2 step brothers and step mum.

But my dad isn't my real dad, he took me in as his own when I was 10 months old is he is my dad he has been for years. My real dad left when he found out my mum was pregnant with me, he wanted her to have an apportion. And he has had other kids that I don't know and they they don't know me.

I'm the the oldest of all my siblings, one of my step brothers are older than me, 2 of my sisters and my brother always get me in trouble for no reason. One of my sisters admitted to getting me in trouble for no reason. (She didn't get in trouble for it.)

My other younger brother and my youngest sister we have a really special bond. But I still feel really alone.

I used to talk about how I felt with my step mum, then all of a sudden her and my dad stopped talking to me. Which really hurt.

I've moved out of my mums because we are too alike, which makes us argue a lot and it was just getting to much for me. I couldn't handle live in a space were I felt like I wasn't as important as the rest of my siblings.