paradise

𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕖 (chapter 1)

( A/N hi um so this will contain self harm and suicidal topics so if your not a fan of that type of content please dont read any further or do at ur own risk oh and this is a fanfic where i will be using kokichi and hurting his little boy feelings sorry- i do love kokichi tho lol, ok now to the fanfic :( )

  ˜"*°•.˜"*°• kokichis pov •°*"˜.•°*"˜

"am i going to do it" i think to my self  "tiff, no one will care if i plummet to the ground, they all hate me even my own crush-" 

the cars under me sound like flys going past one by one. i sit on the edge....i think for a moment 

"what if i did it would people even care" i get up 

.... "i guess im gonna fly tonight, the kid who tryed to fly. hah that has a nice ring to it" 

i take a breath thinking of all the people who are gonna be happy that im gone..even my beloved shuichi  

i wipe the tears that are rolling down my face "i guess im going to a paradise now"

then i jumped-

*BEEP BEEP BEEP*

i wake up in my bed "HUH WHAT- oh it was just a dream.....dammit, fuck it.. im getting ready"

˜"*°•.˜"*°• time skip •°*"˜.•°*"˜

  

˜"*°•.˜"*°• kokichis pov •°*"˜.•°*"˜

i walk to the shit hole of a school i go to "hOpEs PeAk" *blehh* i hate the school all i do is get bullied and none of the teachers give a shit.

As im walking a bump in to kaito (my bully) 

"WATCH IT PIPSQUEAK" he yelled "uh, i-im so-sorr- i was interrupted mid sentence "SPIT IT OUT WILL YA, GOD SAKES I DONT HAVE ALL DAY STUPID COCK SUCKER" he yelled at me again, by this point every body was watching us 

i wanted to hide away from every one till a girl called "awhhhhh is the baby gonna cry" my eyes widened every one laughed at me.

i ran away, i couldn't take it, i ran to the nearest bathroom stall and cried i didn't want anyone seeing me cry because they would make fun of me...i grabbed my pocket knife (witch i keep around for safety reasons) and cut an nice long line on my arm, watching the pink blood trickle down my arm, i couldnt feel the pain it felt.....nice....its like it took away the not that was in me. I did another line then another till the blood was falling to the floor, i stepped out of the stall to clean myself up i didn't bother about the blood on the floor i just smudged it with my shoe then walked to class

˜"*°•.˜"*°• time skip •°*"˜.•°*"˜

*after school* as im walking kaito walks up to me and grabs my solder "I WASN'T FINISHED WITH YOU THIS-MORNING BUT YOU RAN AWAY LIKE A PUSSY WITH YOUR TAIL BETWEEN YOUR LEGS" 

"KAITO STOP, LEAVE ME ALONE I DONT LIKE YOU TORMENTING ME- *BANG*....its black, i cant see anything.....

  ˜"*°•.˜"*°• kokichis pov •°*"˜.•°*"˜

......"hmmmm-...oww....-wait were am i?"

it seems like i got taken into a house.... 

" oh your awake" a familiar voice sang-out.................

TO BE CONTINUED      >:)   

sorry had to leave ya on a cliff hanger lmao if does get love i will make a part 2 if ya want?? but for now bye bye 

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