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I smiled to the crowd before I walked backstage.

I rushed to my dressing room and grabbed a bottle a water and chugged it.

I got on snapchat, took a selfie, and posted it on Instagram with a thank you.

I loved singing don't get me wrong but it's so tiring sometimes and I've been feeling so empty lately.

I sighed and got on Twitter. I smiled seeing all the positive comments about the show.

Y/T/N: thank you for the best night i love you

I tweeted and soon my mentions were filled with lots of love and support.

lostiny/n: you're insane omg *inserts video*

y/nloveonly: my heart omg you're so cute *inserts video*

falliny/n: love you

I liked those and a few others and sighed again.

It was times like this that made me feel good. Other times I weren't good. At all.

I got off twitter and went to Instagram. I liked a few posts and checked my dms.

I saw a few fans ranting and then I felt my heart burst when I saw Ariana's dm.

arianagrande: hi

y/i/n: hi!

arianagrande: how are you?

y/i/n: good

arianagrande: your show was so good

y/i/n: you were there?!

arianagrande: no but a few of my fans posted videos of you

arianagrande: you're insane i'll come see you sometime

y/i/n: omg stop my heart is pounding

arianagrande: seriously love where's your next show

y/i/n: in dallas, in two days

arianagrande: well hope you're not surprised when you see me

arianagrande: i gotta go see you in two days, goodnight love

y/i/n: goodnight ari <3

I screamed but then my best friend, Camila, told me to shut up.

I laughed and headed to her room. I burst through her door and jumped on her.

"Dude what the fuck" she grumbled typing away on her phone.

"Look at the messages!" I exclaimed happily.

"Holy shit"she said and then smirked. "Love huh?"She questioned then returned to her phone.

"Shut up" I said laughing. I looked over her shoulder to see what she was doing but she moved her phone away.

"Are you texting you know who?" I questioned curiously.

She rolled her eyes then said, "God you're such a third grader and no I'm not" she then began typing again.

"I'm writing" she stated showing me her phone.

No, no, no
Know just how to make miss me you
When I'm feeling sentimental
Going in our separate ways but when I'm back here in the middle
Losing you I couldn't phase but to love you is worse

I looked over the lyrics and smiled. I handed her her phone back.

"Those are good, are they for the album or the ep?"

"My ep called Regret" she said excitedly.

"I'm so excited to hear everything" I said smiling.

"Come with me to the studio tomorrow?" She asked hopefully.

"Yay"I said. I yawned and got up.

"Goodnight I love you" I said hugging her and giving her a kiss on the cheek.

I walked to my room and fell on the bed and went to sleep.

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