UNEXPECTED

Chapter twelve- Kyles P.O.V

It had been a week since Ava had left my pack to go be Luna for River's pack. She had taken Hunter now then came and collected him last week and I would get him at the end of the month for two weeks I couldn't wait for that but well at the moments my life was shit. I couldn't cope without her and I didn't know what I was going to do. I wanted, no needed her back. The house was lonely. You don't hear Hunters laugh anymore or Ava voice. I hadn't been working since she's gone, I knew this would happen, life was going to good for something bad not to happen, of course River would fucking get Ava, he's get everything he wants, but why my wife? Why did this have to happen to me?
Ava and River was staying in town for a while until they returned back to Texas so she could become Luna to the Dark Moon Pack, I couldn't even speak to my wolf anymore it was like he was gone. It wasn't even this bad when we realised our wolf mate had died. Her name had been Alice, she wasn't half as beautiful as Ava and I didn't even have any feelings for her which I don't understand why? I mean she was my real mate, it was probably because I was so in love with Ava at that point and so was my wolf we just didn't really react and two weeks later she had died. Me and Ava had been dating for 6 years and married for six months and now everything is gone because of me, I mean if I didn't invite River to visit the pack this wouldn't have happened, I may have lost Ava but he will no fucking way take my son. My mom and dad had tried calling but I just couldn't pick up, I missed Ava and wanted her back so much. I knew she was letting me take Hunter for two weeks while she goes back and sees her new house with River, god even thinking about it made me fucking mad. I hated that bastard. I don't even know if I can go on, I needed to take my mind off something so I put the tv on, it was still on the music channel from when Ava had been dancing in front of Hunter to make him laugh, thinking about memories I couldn't even hear the song but when I looked up it was Marvin Gaye- lets get it on. Fuck! Our first date, out wedding. We had so many memories to this song and Ava would always go bright red because it embarrassed her so much. I chucked the tv control and went upstairs, Ava hadn't taken her stuff yet and you could still smell her in our room. I felt tears falling down my face. I hated life. I went and laid on Ava's side of the bed so I still could smell her I don't know why I done this it made me fucking cry more. You meant to be an alpha Kyle stop crying.
My phone beeped with a message from Brice.
'Kyle how you doing man, I've just heard I'm so sorry dude. If you want to come stay for a while you can. I love you man'

That last bit made me laugh but I couldn't leave the house I needed as much of Ava's smell near me as much as I could get. I looked at my background and it was a picture of Ava and Hunter, this was another one of our best days because it was when Hunter had said his first word which was dad. I was the proudest dad ever, he had said dad at 5 months! Me and Ava had recorded it and I decided to watch it.

'Oh my god Kyle did you hear him, he said dad. You could hear me laughing in the background and Ava telling Hunter to say dad again.
'Dada, dada'
'Kyle please tell me you got that, I'm so happy'

Then the video shows Ava jump up and grab Hunter and run over and kiss me on the lips.
'I'll love you forever Kyle, don't forget that'

I just had to hear Ava's voice once more. I rang her.

"Kyle?"

"Ava I'm sorry for ringing you, it's just I can't do it without you"

I could hear Ava crying and I'm pretty sure she could hear me.

"Kyle I'm so sorry, I never wanted for this to happen. You have to know I will always love you"

"Ava I don't blame you, it wasn't your fault. I love you too though. And I'll see you at the end of the month when you drop Hunter off right?"

"Of course I'll be there, Kyle promise me you won't do anything stupid though. Even though we aren't together anymore you're still Hunters dad and he needs you.. I need you too. "So please just don't do anything"

"I promise Ava, ill see you at the end of the month?"

"I'll see you then Kyle, bye. I lo... Yeah bye"

"Bye Ava"

I hung up the phone and decided I just need to fall asleep, if I stayed awake I would continue to think about Ava but maybe falling asleep I would be fine.
I just didn't know how I was going to live my life without Ava anymore.