Our Isotopic Love Story

My Isotopic Love Story

''If you love him, learn to let go."
She said. I don't know who is she. Basta ko nalang siyang nakita saking harapan. Panay ang pag tatanong niya kung bakit ako umiiyak at nag lalasing. Tsk! Great, di ba obvious? Parang tanga!

''Hmmm..'' she mimic. What is her trying to do? Pikonin ako? Ganun? ''If I give you a reverse watch, In wich time do you want to change?''

Napatigil ako, the world stop same as the time. I look at Her, she still the girl I saw earlier. But, the aura I feel is different. I saw her beautiful smile turn into a serious face.

''Time is running.'' She said. I was about to speak when I sadenly remember how She admire Him so much. I smile and said, ''No.'' I saw how she look disapointed.
''I rather learn my past and move on. Learning comes in pain. And letting go is the only way I can do.'' I continue.

She nood. And suddenly everything went normal. The time, the dark sorroundings and aura is gone. And the girl I was talking was gone too. I looked at her, a already scan the whole bar just to see her again. But, I failed. That night was a nightmare.

Kinabukasan, nag usap kami ni Christine.
''Kelie, I can't wait.'' Her eyes are full of joy. "I'm so excited." She added. I try to smile and hug Her. "Shhh...Just relax!"

She wiped Her tears."Everything will be fine" I sincerely say. "And tommorow?"
I puased."Tommorow will be the most unforgetable memories we have. That later on you can tell to your children." She hug me so tight like she never want to let me go.
I ca't help myself anymore. My tears began to fall. But instead I say this pain. I remain silent at all. I just said that I'm too happy for the both of us.

4:00 A.M. I heard my Mama and Tita screaming for excitement. While me?
Here, with my Uncle Tita doing my make up.  And later on, I drees myself with this white beautiful dress. I look so elegant. And I think I'm ready to face him. The man that I have love for more than 10 years. Yes, He is here.

Then suddenly, Christine came out from my door. "wow!" She said with amusement.
"You look so beautiful in white, Kelie!" She continue while looking at my gown with surprise. I smile at her."For the last time, Kelie. Can I hug you?" I don't answer Her. I just hug Her so tight that I don't want to let go. I love her so much. I don't want her to let go in my arms. But I don't have a choice. We already here. No more backouts.

When we already arrive at the temple. Where thw wedding is held. I took a deep breath. I open the door and slowly walk to the aisle. I look at  Her. With Her bright smile, I could since the excitement of Her eyes. And then I saw Richard in front of the altar. This is the man that I love for how many years.

Wala paring pinag bago.

I smile at Him. And then He saw Her, my sister. Tears began to fall on His face. Parang sumisikip ang puso ko.
Ang hirap pala. Akala ko makakaya ko.
Pero na bigo parin ako sa huli.

Yes, si Richard at Christine ang e-kakasal.
Hindi ako.

Richard and Christine remain standing at the altar. And me setting in the corner with a teary eyes and an aching heart. As I witness thier exchanging of vows. And cherishing thier moment with all thier hearts.

I love him so much that I'm welling to let go. I love him so much like no matter what I will make him happy. I am not his happiness. So I set Him free. Because His love for my Sister is greater than mine.

Just like and ISOTOPES we share a number of the same things, But we differ in terms of what we love. Because compare to me, his love for my sister is greater than mine.

Someone gave me a chance to change something. Now I really learn my lesson. Kung sanay sinubukan kong ibalik ang dati. Siguro'y ngayun naging kami.

End!

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