depression

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Mia pov
Ever since i found out bill was the real pennywise i havent been feeling the same i can't feel or think right anymore......its like that day everything just stop working
Non of me can feel happy,sad,angry or even scary......it's just like a machine that doesn't work if it don't get push back on again and there's nothing i can do about it i try and try

For that past two days i try to put a REAL smile on but nothing no real smile no real laughter no REAL ANYTHING what is bill or pennywise doing to mean and how do it i get back on my feet how do i feel again how can someone tell me how please someone help me feel agin i wanna be the old mia the fell ans happy mia the funny stupidly mia but also smart

Knock knock
" mia you in there?" My mom said
" huh OH yea sorry i was just waking my self up just really tired thats all" i said opening up the bathroom door
" its ok sweetheart " my mom said kiss my head and walking past me into the bathroom
" oh mia andy the Director call he said he needs you in at 5:30 today for a scene " my mom said
" WHAT ITS LITERARY 5:15 AHHHH" i said panicking and running to my room wait .....i felt something i haven't been feeling my self for days ok not nos mia get dressed

Five minutes later
I ran out of the house feeling so much anxiety what if they fired me
What if they think im better then them ok mia put your thoughts to the side and drive
10 minutes later
I ran out ti find andy
Ah ther he is
" andy im sorry im late my mom told be ten minutes before 5 :30" i said to him trying to catch my breath
: its ok mia just meet be at 780 trailer so we can talk there ok ao i called you here to do a scene with bill" Andy said
Bill when he said bill my herat dropped why just why me put of all people why mt god whyyy me
: oh ok so what juts i do?" I said
: there go to 410 trailer and tell them your mia and they'll get yoy set up fron there mia " andy said
" ok " i said putting on my fake smile once again he put a hand on my shoulder which made me me have goof bumps ahh then i walked off to trailer 410
Five minutes later
The trailer wass easy to found this time

Knock knock
I was met with a blonde lady
" oh hi you must be mia come on in " she said " thank you" i said
" im abby the make up artist and I'll be doing your makeup for now on ok " abby said " ok thank " i said ,she so much nicer then the others lady i had
After a good 30 minutes of doing make up and chatting
" ok all done " addy said smiling
" thank you abby, well i better get going to change " i said
I waved as i walked out of the trailer going to my dressing trailer to see Sophia
I knocked on Sophia trailer
" hi Sophia im here for my costume " i said to her " yea come one in mia " Sophia said
" thank youuu "

10 minutes later
" ahhh Sophia how am i going to wear this its to ....to much skin...." i said feeling insecure about my body
" nah you look perfect dont feel insecure your beautiful inside and out hust bu looking at you i can tell " Sophia said to me with made me so happy " your right i can do this" i said walking of the bathroom

" i said feeling insecure about my body " nah you look perfect dont feel insecure your beautiful inside and out hust bu looking at you i can tell " Sophia said to me with made me so happy " your right i can do this" i said walking of the bathroom

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The red dress and black heels make me look hella sexy but i feel like im showing to much skin
" ah see you look hot mia " Sophia said
" thanks Sophia " i said

I walks out of the trailer going to find andy and seeing what am about to do
" hey andy in ready to do the scene now " i said to him
" .......mia you look prefect ok i want you to walk over there and bill will pop out and you scream and run right and ill tell you when yo stop runing then you fall and bill will jump and you then break ok " he said i felt he look at my boobs many time ands im figure

One hour LATER
Im running and runing then i trip and bill jumps on me......

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