Marvel preferences and Imagines

Natalia Romanova Imagine

It was my fault.
It was always my fault.
The water ran down Natasha's hands as she rung out the warm washcloth.
The wood floor was cold on her bare feet as she lugged her way towards the grey monochrome bed where her sleeping girlfriend lays. Natasha let out a low sigh as she sat down on the side of the bed. She gently stroked the side of her partners blood red cheek with the damp towel. The scarlet color stained the white cloth.
Again she sighs.
The light from the window next to the queen bed seeped trough the blinds, and as it seems, right into your eyes as you start to come back to consciousness.
Your lashes flutter, and you hear Natasha mutter to herself.
"If only I could have been faster. Ah god" her voice cracks.
Natasha wipes the tear from her cheek quickly, as if she was embarrassed somebody would see.
"I don't know what I would have done if I had lost you," she says as she lets out a shaky breath.
"I can't lose you Y/n.."
Slowly you grab her hand.
"Natalia..."
Her head whips in your direction.
"Hey, your supposed to be asleep." She sniffs.
"You could never lose me Tahsa."
Natasha huffs
"So you heard all that?"
"Don't blame yourself for my mistakes." You said weakly.
She shakes her head.
"Y/n/n, I— You never asked for this, being with me— you're, you're putting yourself in harms way being with me. I suck at this Y/n! Bad shit happens to people I care about."
"Nat.."
She huffs.
"I love you Natalia, nothing can change that, not even you telling me how much you 'suck at this'." You say in air quotes.
"You are the most beautiful, badass, and selfless person I know."
She chuckles and scoffs.
"I love you too, Y/n."
"So I win this round?" You giggle.
She smiles.
"Yes you win."
She leans down to kiss your lips, they're soft and warm, and it's just electric between you too.

Sorry this is short, but this was requested by @zairestia ! So thank you so much for requesting and I'm sorry it's a little more angsty than fluffy, but if you want anything changed then don't hesitate to HMU.