And here we are in a crowded room feeling like the loneliest person with all the noise, talking, shouting and laughing but you feel that you're somehow alone in an empty room, you feel that emptiness that sometimes makes you want to cry your heart out if no one sees you but you can't, so your tears lies in the corner of your eyes just ready to fall if the right person comes to you and have a conversation to trigger it. But you just can't because it's rude to cry in a certain function or gathering. So you put on a fake calm smile and go on, as if you're feeling happy and there's no trouble in the world that could make you feel sad. Sometimes you feel the loneliness creeps up in the night and haunt you when you're all alone in your room when you're all by yourself, it's suffocating grips you by the neck penetrating your heart and your brain leaving you feeling lost, emotionally exhausted and empty that sometimes your heart beats faster than usual, and there are times that you stare through the sky like you're daydreaming about your lover, but most of the time it's so hard for you to explain your feelings...
We as humans keep a lot of sorrows in our hearts and rarely talk about our loneliness.
