messenger
texting: woojin
jeongin:
i am not going today
nope nope nope nope nope
woojin:
why not
you're up for it
jeongin:
i haven't slept all night
woojin:
netflix binging again?
jeongin:
nope
just freaking out
woojin:
what happened
jeongin:
i went on omegle
to vent about the situation
because i just wanted to get it off my chest
guess who the fuck i vented to
just guess
woojin:
hyunjin
jeongin:
WORSE
seungmin
woojin:
did you name any names
jeongin:
no
woojin:
did you give him your name
jeongin:
no
woojin:
so why'd you keep yourself up all night freaking out over this
jeongin:
because
seungmin is definitely gonna tell hyunjin about that because i disconnected right away after he confirmed his name and i'm just so fucking ugh
and now hyunjin is gonna know
and i don't even fucking know seungmin ?!
why did i fucking go on omegle to vent
and why did i have to be paired with seungmin!
out of ALL people
i don't even know the kid!
but i do?!
BUT THE WHOLE PURPOSE WAS TO VENT TO SOMEONE I DONT KNOW
woojin:
the "kid" is older than you
jeongin:
pLS U ARENT HELPING
THIS ISNT ABOUT RESPECTING
THIS IS ABOUT ME FUCKING UP
i can't see hyunjin
i can't
nope
i refuse
woojin:
well at least tell him you're not going
so he doesn't go to the cafe and wait all day for you
jeongin:
fuck
i don't wanna text him man
i'm so fucking ugjfjskiwiwjsjsk
woojin:
you are causing yourself way too much stress over this situation and it is genuinely not okay
you're going to have grey hairs once you graduate
if seungmin DID go to hyunjin, he probably did tell him that it was weird someone disconnected after giving them their name: but i'm sure he's thinking nothing of it, as will hyunjin
stop causing yourself unnecessary stress
and stop being so hard on yourself
it's. okay.
everything. is. fine.
jeongin:
then why doesn't it feel fine
why do i feel like such a fucking asshole
he's talking to someone else and i've known about this and i just need to get over myself and him already
woojin:
innie
you've caused no harm whatsoever to his and seungmin's relationship
you are not an asshole.
being an asshole would be sabotaging their relationship and trying to home wreck them
but you're not
you're literally keeping so much distance from them
listen, this all started because you were upset that hyunjin picked seungmin over you
but now it's turned into you avoiding hyunjin just because you like him and you can't do that
you can't just run from your problems just because you're scared
you have to face them some how
jeongin:
okay but i stayed up all night thinking about this
i'm tired as hell and can't go today
woojin:
then reschedule
you can't run forever, innie
jeongin:
fine
woojin:
good
now go reschedule
read @ 9:00 am
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texting: hyunjin
jeongin:
hey i'm sorry but i'm not gonna make it
i haven't slept all night and i'm really tired
hyunjin:
it's okay
thank you for telling me
jeongin:
mhm
we can reschedule if u want?
hyunjin:
tomorrow?
same time & place?
jeongin:
sure
hyunjin:
alright
go catch some sleep, loser
you need it
jeongin:
ok
goodnight
hyunjin:
goodnight💞
read @ 9:10 am
authors note:
still debating on hyunjeongmin actually
because like ?? eh
i mean like ehh
if it DOES happen
it's gonna be later
because it would be so weird to randomly be like hahahaha hyunjeongmin when jeongin and seungmin don't even know each other hahahahaha
