Alternative ending
Asra was always working, the red plaque was upon vensuiva non stop he had worked to try and find a cure, to put a stop this chaos. It pained my heart, I haven't seen him in a few weeks , So today I decided to walk to the market with Faust and get him some pumpkin bread ... His favourite to surprise him !
" asra ! ", " we'll go see him soon Faust I promise " I say cheerfully. I can't wait to see the look on his face, he was always happy whenever I did something like this for him. I buy two loaves of pumpkin bread, then put it into my basket waving goodbye to the bread man.
Me and Faust take a long stroll towards the castle, I had always admired the scenery while walking here. I stroll down the halls of the castle, standing outside the library door stoping in my tracks. " ASRA YOUR GOING TO DIE " my heart stopped as I heard julians pain in his voice, hoping they were just sickly joking around with each other ...... " peopl- " cough " are dying- I wan.. I want y/n to be...... safe "
At the edge of tears I slam open the door in complete panic, my mind was on the edge of collapsing what does he mean .? Why does he sound weak, what's asra hiding from me. " asra...... " I couldn't contain my tears as I looked at him, he looked sick, he was unhealthy thin, you could see his check bones popping out of his face his clothes hanging off of him, his hair was a mess, he had eye bags darker than my future, his eyes no longer that once held light was not to be seen.
" asra " I call out to him again with so much pain in my voice ...... he was unrecognisable. He looked me in the his face holding regret and pain " y/n "
... he tried to get up out of his chair but collapsed, I rushed to his side while holding his head in my hands, literally sobbing my heart couldn't handle this pain.
I looked back at Julian with broken eyes, he looked down with regret and walked out of the room on the verge of tears. " I'm ... sorry- y/n " he grabbed my waist sinking his head into my chest sobbing " I'm sorry I'm weak, I couldn't fix this " ...... " asra " crying along with him, I held him close.
" no Asra you were so brave ... " I stop to sob for a second before gently playing with his hair " you were the brightest out of everyone asra, you made people happy you made them laugh, you've helped so many people in need, you've saved so many lives, you ... you saved mine, my life has never been better, waking up next to you, cuddling with you and Faust, everyday with you holds such a deep memory asra " ...... " with you, I love you asra alnazar " I say hugging him a little tighter
Asra looks up at me and smiles, he then puts one hand on my check " I've always loved you y/n, I'm so sorry my love " he looks at me with apologetic eyes. Tears roll down my face as I gently kiss his forehead " there's nothing to be sorry about " Faust wraps herself gently around asra and bops his forehead after me, a soft giggle leaves his throat. A sad smile leaves his face " there's nothing more I could want than my two girls here with me " I crack a small smile wanting to die in this moment seeing him so fragile.
Time Skip
The past few days I have accompanied asra in bed never leaving his side, we've been cuddling and talking about everything, what our future would've looked like, kids, travelling, familiars, nearly every moment we've had together, embraced in each other's arms.
but as the days went on the less talking and cuddling there was, he was getting weaker everyday. It was around midnight I couldn't get any sleep the past week knowing that asra was dying, I looked at him sleeping so peacefully in the moonlight. My heart sank remembering every time, every touch , ever giggle we've had together and it'd all get taken away with in a second.
I moved a piece of hair away from his face gently kissing his forehead " I love you " I whispered. I got up from the bed walking outside sitting on one of the large cushions. I looked up at the full moon and the gardens, how can everything be so peaceful ...... yet so chaotic and painful.
I sigh while closing my eyes, feeling the breeze on my face. " y/n " my eyes still closed my heart breaking hearing him call my name. He sat down beside me weakly. " asra " I say with so much pain. I look him in his eyes no longer holding light but death, I crack a small smile, I hold him in my arms stroking his hair. Feeling it was time to part
Asra grabbed my face and slowly we kissed under the moon with every inch of energy he had left, I held his forehead up to mine, no sound just feeling, in his last moments I felt everything , his feelings his apology him telling me to live, everything shared with in a second. I feel a smile form on his soul, both of our eyes closed sharing his last moments. My eyes shut harder and a tear rolls down my check as he had departed from his body, I hold his body close to mine sobbing " asra " Faust wrapped around asras arm crying along with me " asraaa " her voice sounded broken " asraaaa " her cries had melted me. I looked at asra face one last time before kissing his forehead
" goodnight my love, until we meet again "
Notes *
First story, I'm not a good writer so it's not that good I feel like it could've been more soul wrenching, srry bout that. But hopefully over time I'll get better at writing so my stories can be more soul touching and breaking 🥰 thank you for reading !!! UWU
