Me and shawn have been hanging out alot. going to a few dates . Going shopping . Just like doing everything together.
I spend the night in shawn's house l
I woke up to find shawn packing his stuff and I'm just sitting there like wtf
Me: morning
I said clearly confused
Shawn:oh hey
He said smiling but it was a sad smile
Me: what are you doing ?
Shawn: packing
He said in a duhh
Me:Well I know I'm not blind .. but i meant why ?
I said now facing him
Shawn:I'm leaving for tour
Me: wow.. ok .. for how long ?
Shawn: about three to four month
Me: about three to four fucking what
I said now kinda loud I just couldn't take it I'm gonna miss him like so fucking bad
Shawn : I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier.. but wow why are you mad
Me: I'm not mad I'm just sad
I said now looking at the floor
Shawn: oh baby I'm sorry .
He pulled me in a hug . I felt like crying but I didn't wanna be a drama queen .
Shawn: I really want to come with me but it's very dangerous for you baby .
Me: I'm gonna miss you really bad
Shawn: me too ..but hey
He said now looking at me
Shawn: we can face time all the time and we still have a last day together so let's enjoy it okay ?
Me:sure let's go out for breakfast I'm super hungry.
I said excited .
Shawn: okay let's go my lil dum dum .
We enjoyed our time as much as we can but for me it still wasn't enough I actually was scared he well someone who is way better then me . I'm being selfish I know but i just can't describe how in love I am with him and him leaving me it well just make me broken and lost.
It was time for goodbyes I derived us to the airport and wow there was a lot of fans in there . I was kinda scared to be seen but I can't stay in the car ither. there are rumours about me and shawn that we are dating not something I wouldn't say no to but I just don't like attention
Me: I miss you already
I said crying in the hug
Shawn: I didn't even go .
He said laughing
Me: I know .
I said laughing as well
He then from nowhere but pulled me in a kiss I was surprised he kissed in public but like i still didn't really care and kissed him back .
Me: call me as soon as you can
Shawn: sure baby byyy.
He said leaving .
I was back in my car driving to my car with tears still in my eyes
I hoped my houses door it feels I haven't been her for a long time now
"Aaah this is going to be the lounges four month in my entire life"
********************************sorry again for my English lol
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K byyyy💜💜
