It hurts
When you realize
All those times she spent with you
Were just merely from the reason that
You were the only one who's there.
It hurts
When you thought it was pure affection
You thought it was pure love
You thought she simply wanted you
But when she gets her life back
You were back to being nothing
To her, to yourself, to the world.
It hurts
When all the emptiness creeps back in
When you're all alone again
Pain consumes you
And there's nothing there
but the comfort of darkness and rain.
It hurts
When you devoted everything
But once she's healed
She forgets about you.
It hurts
When you gave all your love
But to her
You were just
An option.
